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I suppose I have time for a Prosebox break. The roads are shit today. The side roads, mostly. The drivers are even worse. Everybody wants to be an idiot. Myself included. I took my grandmother ...

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I really had to fight with myself to go to the gym this morning. It just felt so dreadful. It snowed and I didn’t want to have to brush off my car and deal with shitty drivers. I forced myself to...

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I am hoping that this is the end of my weird week. I had a bit of a struggle to get the manager on duty at work to check on the guy who had been in a bathroom stall all day. I suspected that he w...

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Did I just manifest something right? I woke up from my nap and saw that I got a text from my school explaining that my class was cancelled tonight. I really didn’t want to go. However, now I’m wo...

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Seriously, what is going on this week? I was almost in a car accident but somebody else was not so lucky. Tomorrow I will call the insurance company to report what I witnessed just in case I am n...

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What is going on with me this week? Yesterday was a disaster, just first-world problems at least. Today my phone got spoofed. I’m old and out of touch and didn’t even know that was a thing. Basic...

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The day got a little worse. I didn’t get the position I interviewed for. I wouldn’t have hired me with the poor interview I did. They really don’t want me to leave the store so they’re training m...

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I am so pissed off right now. I’m just snapping at everyone at work because it’s so hard to calm down. The shift started off rough, to say the least. It started with my supervisor giving me a lit...

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Is it just me or is everybody depressed? Yesterday, I was reading other PB entries and it seemed like everybody got hit with depression. It came out of nowhere for me. I was lying on the couch wo...

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I’ve been a hoe on the go, as we know. Yesterday while I was getting ready to visit Bev and her kids, I saw how filthy my apartment was. My bedroom, my bathroom, the appliances in the kitchen. I ...

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My test went alright. I had to guess on three of the multiple-choice questions but the bulk of the test was using gas laws and I think I rocked it. After class, I made it to the gym. It felt lik...

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I woke up feeling pretty jaded today. Yesterday as well. I have 99 problems but I got to study. That’s the vibe. What goes around comes around. As the old saying goes. In real life I have a lot ...

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I was feeling some type of way at work today. Marcello told me about how he was treated by our supervisor last week when he last worked. I’ve heard horror stories about her but I haven’t witnesse...

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I had my first experience with acupuncture today. We also did cupping. It wasn’t painful but it wasn’t pleasant either. I’m not sure what I was expecting, to be honest. We worked on my shoulder w...

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It was too early for sad music but I was feeling emotionally masochistic this morning and put on my playlist that tugs at my heartstrings. I suppose I wanted to see if I could still feel. I also ...

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I can’t tell if I’m stunned or just experiencing grogginess from my nap. I don’t know how to sum up this week. It was a rollercoaster for my psyche, that’s for sure. I think I had spared Prosebo...

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I don’t feel in control. That is the source of my anxiety. I create a fake sense of control through various habits. Some can be productive but some can be destructive. This is where attachment is...

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My empathy is on the fritz. I have a buddy writing about his vertigo on here and I’ve been losing my balance all day. I was washing my face this morning and had my eyes closed. I felt I was tippi...

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I am fighting with myself to sit down and study. What else is new? I figure that if I quickly write something I will be able to get in the mood for it. Yesterday I went with my sister to see the...

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Woke up in the morning stumbled to the kitchen poured myself a cup of ambition and dumped it out and took an acid bath with my toaster…. Don’t know why I felt that was funny. I have dark humour....

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I don’t know how to sum up today. I think I know the score now with my position on my team, at work. The district manager that my boss reports to was in today and he offered to help me with my a...

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I remember being in my fuck you era just a few months ago. I gave zero shits about anything and I was able to tackle everything head on without overthinking or second guessing. That’s some glorio...

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I relapsed on every level. Am I going to be sulky about it? Absolutely. I’m throwing myself a pity party. I’m being facetious. I don’t want to take myself too seriously but I do need to take mys...

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The challenge I am having today, with my trial run with vegan keto, is food cravings. I’m not really a food-craving kind of girl. It feels a little overwhelming. The fatigue and brain fog is gone...

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Ketosis is kicking my ass a bit. This is evidence that I am not as metabolically flexible as I thought. I fasted for 37 hours to get into ketosis. Now I’m trying to sustain it for a few days. A w...

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