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People come and people go They flit around the edges for awhile, and then they’re gone. More often than not. And that’s okay. I’m not really built for fitting in. To be a companion. To stay s...

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Such a wave overtook me, today. It was poignant. Colors seemed to pop out; a surreal almost too real quality descended upon my perception as I drove through town to get my kids and a treat from ...

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Has occurred within me I often find myself verbalizing things that seem incongruous with what I am thinking. I often have the experience of verbalizing, and then saying/thinking- where did that...

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To the sky? Mine, anyway, has grown considerably even just in the last month. As I learned more about the nature elemental beings, I realized that I have a distinct connection to the ones in th...

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Jumps out at me from a page, a word or phrase mentioned in passing, the sight of a new face that is somehow familiar. I feel a remembering. Not that I actually recall anything in my mind, concr...

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I have a story. It’s about Blackberry. She is a year old Satin doe (rabbit). I got Blackberry last year. I had taken up a very generous offer to acquire a Satin in order to improve the Satin A...

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I sense a sliding slipping slithering away I wager it had to at some point. Hahah… It’s June, now! I guess my premonition was right. I am left with something. Many things, perhaps. They are l...

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It’s funny how Some things are SO simple it makes you scream on the other side of clarity. Talking to DH today, I felt my self worth. It was palpable. I notice it because it is so different f...

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I spoke on this a bit ago, and it is still the case that I cannot access my Terror. I reflected that perhaps the Terror was not mine, but perhaps a thing from outside. And maybe that was why I...

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and Resentment. I am learning about myself anew, it feels like. No longer is my self-worth tied to the opinions or the treatment of others. Formatively, my parents. Amazingly, my resentment o...

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Not to share Exercise 19: Become aware of your own little spiritual deaths. Overcoming Fear By Thomas Mayer

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and it’s beautiful Do ya’ll know The Crucible? Ever have a British Literature teacher like mine? Mine was great, don’t get me wrong, but he made everything so personal. Anyways. I’m finding i...

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[url=https://postimg.cc/Wd9sg07c][/url] [Visualize and empower a clockwise rotating spiral at the center of the space to be prayed over- its the opposite than one would think, the direction move...

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Actually been noteworthy So here’s pics [url=https://postimg.cc/v4pS8thD][/url] Bunnies, because obviously. [url=https://postimg.cc/mcCpP1pj][/url] My sexy man [url=https://postimg.cc/SnXvpv...

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there is actually a ton of dead etheric bodies all over the place. When I saw them, a few months ago or whenever it was… It wasn’t just me. They are actually stuck here. I just saw them. I did...

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Has been a particularly harrowing question for me. That reading I did a bit ago. I got a recording of it. I watched it again. I’m so stuck by the … The sheer depth of challenge that it reveals...

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Today’s the day I realized I can see through time

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I’ve fallen prey to every foible in the book. At least I’m aware of what my foibles are? Generally I’ve become more sensitive. That is expected, having been doing the practices for a couple ...

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This new approach. The approach that seeks out a feeling and just accepts that feeling, no matter what. Like, “oh, you have the belief that your dad is capable of murder (or worse) and the fa...

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Fear seems like such a tame word for it. It bring the feeling experience that I encounter when I contemplate or even acknowledge the possibility of a choice that might offend my parents. I’ve r...

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A real life glitch in the matrix? Im curious. How many have seen one, or haven’t.

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Is an ugly, ugly sky; [url=https://postimg.cc/njRtkWqk][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/nMrxzHtw][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/rzZ8CDJk][/url] And this [url=https://postimg.cc/sMWzPK6F][/ur...

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It’s not a question at all anymore. It was for awhile. Quite awhile. Since 2018 when I began, in fact. This series is from just the other day. [url=https://postimg.cc/9zXTbtBH][/url] [url=h...

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a lightness and a joy in letting go Being a follower is not as easy as it sounds. At least, not a good follower. Letting go and following has brought me back to my Dad. Good old daddy issues,...

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How safe are you and, can you be of any benefit to me? That the feeling I had when entering the group. “You can trust me.” Oh, okay. Just let me set aside all my discernment, then! I clearly don...

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