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Life is weird.
I’ll start by saying that I have at least 2 distinct awarenesses. No, they’re not waking and sleeping… I have forever had an awareness of my dreaming. Not just after the fact but during the fac...
Oh to have a Childhood
Looking at bugs and playing in the dirt for hours. That’s what my kids do, btw 🤣 I love that their attention and focus can be on such simple things, enlivened by nothing save their own imagin...
Effortless Manifestation
[url=https://postimg.cc/ZWrm5DSk][/url] We were Spirit guided to this land in Michigan near to West Branch. Part of the deal, when we agreed to follow the Spirit last year, was that we were not...
Beach Bum'in
Is the life [url=https://postimg.cc/62qPg4Zf][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/WFyyvp6L][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/K3gHvXJK][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/VSDTKWJN][/url] Decided to go aro...
The Big Water
At East Tawas I am so stoked that this is right down the street from our new place. [url=https://postimg.cc/QVbWJM48][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/DWLSJf4K][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/...
This Land is
Gorgeous. We made a camp, and of course it started raining lol No regrets. I love it up here [url=https://postimg.cc/v43W6cH4][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/Z9n6P4CV][/url] [url=https://pos...
Pics
Just closed on our land and we’re headed up there to camp. I’m full of ideas for natural building, water collection, permaculture designs, long-term value cultivation and possibly off-grid powe...
An update
For all those who don’t read my journal Lol Life’s been Grand. We’re buying property. Yes- we close tomorrow. And we’re moving. Not immediately, but soon. I’ve been reflecting on the quite ...
Oh, Stefan...
LOL- I laugh because that is the exact phrase that drove my dad so crazy with anger- His older sister would listen to him for a time and with a slow, measured sort of exasperated sigh say “Oh, D...
Scarcity Training
I remember a particular exchange. As always with me-a strange thing to remember as seemingly nothing interesting happened. I stood in line on some convenience store gas station to buy my signatu...
I feel Empty
There is a spaciousness that I sense around my head, extending down into my throat and neck. It comes down and down increasingly. It is expansive. The space is filled with presence. Simple groun...
Today,
I feel as if I’m being initiated against my will. Although, not against My will. as i stood in the shower, I was aware of the man who had come in my dreams last summer. He is tall, powerfull...
Beginning
I’ve had a scathing respect for my mother’s capacity for premonitions. Scathing, because, she is paranoid, controlling, neurotic, etc Respect, because in spite of her flaws and blatant misuse o...
Echoes
Is all there is Left of my little self I see her and love her But my perspective is widening To cosmic heights. Or at least, nearer Than it was. I’m learning Morse Code. I never before ...
Am I paying attention?
Yesterday I had a first coaching call with T. He isn’t very good, and I probably won’t schedule another one. I remember the first time I saw him (on a recording). My heart sank. I had that sam...
Butterflies
If you find yourself experiencing hate for people you’ve never met in real life, and who haven’t harmed you, or who you assert “harm” a concept like a community (an idea- there can be no phys...
Kind of Insane to Me
How many people’s days, let alone their current lives, are unhinged by what some orange guy does in his corporate office. I pray for y’all. Upon reflection,I think government, or U.S. Corp o...
The Mystic
Descriptions of the Mysitic and the path of the Mystic, by Christof Melchizedek “Neptune and Aries ask you to reclaim any projection of the divine even on Jesus or Buddha or Krishna right they ...
What If
I was just empty? No thoughts, no feelings, no emotions of my own? No internal dialogue, as they say. Just a shell. Just a body. All the workings… But no content. Except for one thing. A ...
Vague Resistance
There is some vague resistance. A sense of withdrawal. A keeping in. It is unpleasant. I do not wish to be in a closed off energy I feel as if war goes on inside me. A deep one. At what level i...
Holy Shit
Are things moving fast. I hadn’t really realized just how fast until I looked at my entries just now. Just a few hours apart, some of them. It feels like weeks have elapsed. And yes I absolut...
The Clouds
Were just magical today [url=https://postimg.cc/jLMWD89N][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/B8T4Kb6y][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/WhyNRxC9][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/R35vhKMK][/url] [url=...
Outside Perspective
Is very nice from time to time And I had thought that maybe I would be slowing down with the writing, but I’m really really not. I feel so good writing. I’m reading, and writing, and reading, ...
Peace
Harmony Non-Comativeness Equity Natural Law Equanimity Humility Wholeness Loving kindness Do they mean something different? I don’t know. They all contain some facet of the feeling of ch...
A Welcome Guest
Last night I could not sleep as I was lying in bed. It occurred to me that something was amiss. Something internal. Psychological, even. I then asked my Angel, could you please reveal to me wh...
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Thoughts, and Whatever else.