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August 17, 2025

Life is weird.

I’ll start by saying that I have at least 2 distinct awarenesses. No, they’re not waking and sleeping… I have forever had an awareness of my dreaming. Not just after the fact but during the fac...


August 12, 2025

Oh to have a Childhood

Looking at bugs and playing in the dirt for hours. That’s what my kids do, btw 🤣 I love that their attention and focus can be on such simple things, enlivened by nothing save their own imagin...


August 11, 2025

Effortless Manifestation

[url=https://postimg.cc/ZWrm5DSk][/url] We were Spirit guided to this land in Michigan near to West Branch. Part of the deal, when we agreed to follow the Spirit last year, was that we were not...


August 10, 2025

Beach Bum'in

Is the life [url=https://postimg.cc/62qPg4Zf][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/WFyyvp6L][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/K3gHvXJK][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/VSDTKWJN][/url] Decided to go aro...


August 09, 2025

The Big Water

At East Tawas I am so stoked that this is right down the street from our new place. [url=https://postimg.cc/QVbWJM48][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/DWLSJf4K][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/...


August 09, 2025

This Land is

Gorgeous. We made a camp, and of course it started raining lol No regrets. I love it up here [url=https://postimg.cc/v43W6cH4][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/Z9n6P4CV][/url] [url=https://pos...


August 08, 2025

Pics

Just closed on our land and we’re headed up there to camp. I’m full of ideas for natural building, water collection, permaculture designs, long-term value cultivation and possibly off-grid powe...


August 07, 2025

An update

For all those who don’t read my journal Lol Life’s been Grand. We’re buying property. Yes- we close tomorrow. And we’re moving. Not immediately, but soon. I’ve been reflecting on the quite ...


July 27, 2025

Oh, Stefan...

LOL- I laugh because that is the exact phrase that drove my dad so crazy with anger- His older sister would listen to him for a time and with a slow, measured sort of exasperated sigh say “Oh, D...


July 25, 2025

Scarcity Training

I remember a particular exchange. As always with me-a strange thing to remember as seemingly nothing interesting happened. I stood in line on some convenience store gas station to buy my signatu...


July 21, 2025

I feel Empty

There is a spaciousness that I sense around my head, extending down into my throat and neck. It comes down and down increasingly. It is expansive. The space is filled with presence. Simple groun...


July 20, 2025

Today,

I feel as if I’m being initiated against my will. Although, not against My will. as i stood in the shower, I was aware of the man who had come in my dreams last summer. He is tall, powerfull...


July 12, 2025

Beginning

I’ve had a scathing respect for my mother’s capacity for premonitions. Scathing, because, she is paranoid, controlling, neurotic, etc Respect, because in spite of her flaws and blatant misuse o...


July 11, 2025

Echoes

Is all there is Left of my little self I see her and love her But my perspective is widening To cosmic heights. Or at least, nearer Than it was. I’m learning Morse Code. I never before ...


July 09, 2025

Am I paying attention?

Yesterday I had a first coaching call with T. He isn’t very good, and I probably won’t schedule another one. I remember the first time I saw him (on a recording). My heart sank. I had that sam...


July 05, 2025

Butterflies

If you find yourself experiencing hate for people you’ve never met in real life, and who haven’t harmed you, or who you assert “harm” a concept like a community (an idea- there can be no phys...


July 03, 2025

Kind of Insane to Me

How many people’s days, let alone their current lives, are unhinged by what some orange guy does in his corporate office. I pray for y’all. Upon reflection,I think government, or U.S. Corp o...


July 02, 2025

The Mystic

Descriptions of the Mysitic and the path of the Mystic, by Christof Melchizedek “Neptune and Aries ask you to reclaim any projection of the divine even on Jesus or Buddha or Krishna right they ...


July 01, 2025

What If

I was just empty? No thoughts, no feelings, no emotions of my own? No internal dialogue, as they say. Just a shell. Just a body. All the workings… But no content. Except for one thing. A ...


June 27, 2025

Vague Resistance

There is some vague resistance. A sense of withdrawal. A keeping in. It is unpleasant. I do not wish to be in a closed off energy I feel as if war goes on inside me. A deep one. At what level i...


June 26, 2025

Holy Shit

Are things moving fast. I hadn’t really realized just how fast until I looked at my entries just now. Just a few hours apart, some of them. It feels like weeks have elapsed. And yes I absolut...


June 25, 2025

The Clouds

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June 22, 2025

Outside Perspective

Is very nice from time to time And I had thought that maybe I would be slowing down with the writing, but I’m really really not. I feel so good writing. I’m reading, and writing, and reading, ...


June 21, 2025

Peace

Harmony Non-Comativeness Equity Natural Law Equanimity Humility Wholeness Loving kindness Do they mean something different? I don’t know. They all contain some facet of the feeling of ch...


June 19, 2025

A Welcome Guest

Last night I could not sleep as I was lying in bed. It occurred to me that something was amiss. Something internal. Psychological, even. I then asked my Angel, could you please reveal to me wh...


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