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Pride
and Humility. Always in balance. Always dancing and throwing more shit for the other to catch! Lmao On the front of work and giving and striving to “evolve”- I have realized I’m stalling and ...
Trigger and
Feelings of anxiety constrict my chest. “Now you’ve made a mess.” I cringe. I say that sometimes, when my kids make a mess. It’s a funny thing to say. We already know there’s a mess. Why say i...
Enneagram and Meyers-Briggs
I’ve been on a hunt, of late, to satisfy my interest in my self. Small self, if that wasn’t obvious. I am enneagram numbers 4 and 8. First, number 4: The Individualist. Fours are self-awar...
Spiritual Bypassing
It has been suggested to me that I am spiritually bypassing. I didn't know what that meant so I looked it up. Spiritual bypassing refers to the tendency to use spiritual beliefs and practices...
Quiet Peace
and gratitude fills my heart today. I recognize now like one looking back on a dream, that even my want to defend myself against my mother’s egoic ignorance is a wounded healer dynamic. Gratit...
Just Because
I’m an aquarian, doesn’t mean I’m an asshole. I’ve had a hellova time. Reading my chart, back in the day.... felt really depressing. My sun is square to my ascendent. I’ve got four (4) yes, FO...
Superficial
I suddenly feel so reminiscent of my mother’s comforting pass times. I got up before dawn, came down in the dark quiet and meditated undisturbed for as long as I liked. I got up and did a few ch...
I feel so Connected
to the nature of this realm. To cognizining it’s nature and feeling mine; as they interact, and unfold in Beautiful synchronicity. I feel the presence of the Earth, and the Sky. Even as I type...
On the Journey to Impeccability
As I began to review my list from just under a month ago, I feel struck by the first line. I didn’t read any further. I feel impressed upon, and awe. I don’t even remembered writing this, but t...
They say
That light shines brightest in the darkest hour. If the year were a day, that hour is now; Scorpio’s transparent moon, or as most call it, the new moon. Scorpio of course, being the sign of t...
Balance
There is a certain amount of balance in the world, if we are perceptive enough to notice it. My shame, or, being one who is aware of feelings of shame, allows me to perceive the absolute belong...
Kids flying kites
And other things I feel exhaustion. Weariness. I remember coach K responding to my question about fear of my father. “How do you know?” He asked me. How, indeed. I wish that I didn’t know....
Request
Our new little man Mister Floof gets his procedure today. We never vaccinate, and try to get into the natural vet, but they are booked for 6 months. Would appreciate any prayers that the vet do...
Something came to me,
As they do; in the silence. I have wondered about the difficult times. The times where I felt scared, angry, helpless and just wanted it to stop. I just wanted people to stop demanding that I ...
Life in pictures
Is Beautiful I can’t describe how breathtaking life has become. It is very mentally contradictory. I have t done much. I don’t deserve it. And yet, it is. P.S. I wonder if anyone can ...
Perfect
It’s difficult to describe just how perfect life has become. My friends are simply amazing. I have never felt more love and warmth in connection with my friends and family as I do, right now. ...
I feel like I just learned something
I spent the day playing with my buns - and chatting with a friend on the phone. Here are the buns with their wool harvested in the bag beside them Hazel Pistachio I chatted with my friend f...
SQUARE // Four Corners
The Square is a super effective polarity clearing tool. I just learned it. It utilizes fear and desire; the fundamental “moving towards” and “moving away” energies. To Start, pick an issue or...
It's true
We don’t celebrate Halloween We Do celebrate all saints/all souls day. We just carved jack-o’-lanterns and turnip lanterns. Omg they are cute. No, we’re not religious. I just don’t like the...
A moment of Insight
I felt distress.. isolation… abandonment. I felt frustrated and irritated that my problem seemed to be dismissed and those who were supposed to help were wishing I’d just go away and die alread...
How Could I Even
Begin? Well. I could begin with my newfound GUSHING EXCITEMENT that I have committed - yes, committed - to becoming impeccable I feel like this is one of those things that if you know, you kn...
Change Is Two Way
Oh how I love the honeymoon phase. I don’t remember who coined this phase of change, but it is always best when change is confirmed and, the energy for the next cycle is steadily accumulating. ...
Open, Heart
My realization yesterday flows into today That when I was small, I became angry. I became angry because I perceived others taking great pleasure in my torment. It was my decision to shut out aw...
Resistance!
AAAAARRRRRHHHHHGGGGGG I’ve been doing too much! Making boundaries, creating hurdles, armor, obstacles! I want to CONTROL the situation instead of let it FLOW and create harmony through current....
Oh, my.
I feel my heart has been gentled right open and everything is allowed in, and out, and it’s just A LOT. It’s a lot but, there is no tension. No strain. No boundaries. My only security is the...
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