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cold calls
6:24pm I'd complain about the time change but it's probably best to just go with it. What's done is done. I actually changed all my clocks already! This is like a first for me. I'm pretty sure ...
the goodbye
3:40pm Life is back to normal. At least in almost all the ways possible. For a few days there I was feeling totally out of it. I blame it on hormonal changes, or some whack thing like that. Wha...
almost
7:39pm So I went to check out my [almost] car this afternoon. It's not going to work out quite as planned. I'll probably be making the phone call tomorrow giving it up to someone else. That's no...
back to junk
3:24pm So apparently I'm coming down with some kind of cold. Did I write about this? Because I'm a little upset with the whole situation. Mostly at myself, since you know, it's my body and all. ...
days off
3:25pm Geez, when did March happen? Or even 2014? My calendar is still stuck on December 2013. ha. I'm not even sure I bought a calendar for the new year...wow I'm behind. Today has been nice t...
Motivational effort
7:06pm Why is it that whenever I get this feeling of wanting to write there isn't anything important to say. Like not even silly boy gossip! blah... You know what feels nice though? Having mone...
Just knew it
12:55pm I promise to try to find some positive at some point near the end, but let me tell you all the reasons why I just knew today would suck: I had to get up in the middle of the night to us...
If it were an option
5:05pm Life's about the same as it is every day. I have been on a big writing kick these days. I guess maybe I feel like there are important things to say, although I very well know that none of...
It won't work
1:10pm So, Mom thinks the car idea is a horrible one. I mean, she didn't use the word "horrible" but she definitely made it known that she thinks it's bad and will cost me way too much money. I...
are we friends yet?
4:45pm So I don't want to jump into just giving you all the gossip for the day, but I don't have much else to talk about. Like work is work. Life is life. All that's basically the same day in an...
too close
3:21pm A couple things that occurred to me yesterday throughout the day. I mean, there isn't anything exciting. Just a running thought process that has come up in my brain and the best way to sp...
valentines
10:20pm Well, I was on my way to bed but maybe I'll write a little something instead. I'll be having my first day off tomorrow. First in four weeks. :-) Which is actually less than I worked las...
hints and plans
12:08pm One day until Valentine's Day! And I know it's totally weird that I'm excited about this. I don't care. It's a lot better than being lonely and bitter, I say. There isn't much I could d...
When you need them most
3:17pm There was something very important that I wanted to discuss here, but now I can't seem to remember what it was exactly. By that I mean, it probably wasn't that important at all. Some ramb...
inadequate
3:33pm Well, I guess OD's dead. I haven't tried to access the site today since I'm at work, but I got home in time last night to take one last look. I got the message saying it was going offline...
strange coincidence
4:46pm Crazy, crazy around here! Not sure it's quite as bad as last year when we had to double everyone up, but it has still been insane. Mom didn't even get to have lunch yesterday and I felt h...
A little bit country
10:45pm It was a long day at work today. I find it hard to believe that I have at least another week of this. Late nights and long days. We've been getting out after 8 o'clock and pretty much ha...
No matter what comes
10:17pm I should be sleeping [I'm sure that's not the first time I've said that line...]. I work tomorrow at 9am and we have a full day. Like an appointment every hour between 9am and 8pm. That ...
break the habit
5:04pm I guess I don't know why I'm going to continue writing these things. There won't be anywhere to post them anymore. =( So bummed... Can't break the habit though. I'm still secretly hoping...
every day not the same
6:20pm The problem with writing these entries at work is that I end up getting busy/distracted/etc and they all end up half-finished. The problem with not writing them at work is that they'll ne...
Growing
5:59pm I feel like I should be updating this more often. I know that no one's really around anymore, but I still feel a loyalty and obligation to this thing. Mostly for my own sake. For the futu...
future sons
4:51pm So, I ran into CK today and something felt different. I don't know if I'm happy or sad about this fact. Like every other time I'm all starry-eyed and smiley and this wasn't quite that. Ma...
Pace yourself
12:39pm And so it has begun... We aren't quite busy yet, but I know it's only a matter of time. Not looking forward to the crazy. I just have to pace myself, take it all one day at a time, and ...
From worst to better
8:43pm I like that the world sends me things when I need them the most. Things that make me smile even if they're simple and honest. It was a really rough morning. Apparently my equipment at wo...
sober up
8:32pm So I go back to work full time tomorrow. Part of me thinks it'll be interesting. See who comes back and all that. And I'll admit that a part of me is dreading it. No days off and being bu...
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