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I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown

by J.E.

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I came here to blah…but only blahed The above line was saved from the last time I attempted to come here and write something. It feels like things are building up on me again and I’m stressing o...


January 11, 2015

Been Waiting For This

I dreamed that I relapsed. In the dream I was walking around downtown on a slow night, came across a bar that is now closed down but I used to frequent back in the day. I went in, sat at a tab...


It can be so difficult at times to relate to someone. I’m having one of my emotional days… While studying for my math final I came across the song, “My Orphan Year,” by NOFX. Hit me so hard I st...


October 19, 2014

Get Out Of My Head!

5:25 AM I just woke up from the most intense nightmare about my dad. Again, like always, he was still alive. Except this time everyone knew. I was lied to for the last 15 years about his death… I...


September 27, 2014

The Plunge

There is a prescription of Paxil sitting on my kitchen counter that was prescribed to me this afternoon. Here goes nothing…


August 18, 2014

Nightmare

Found out the ex has a new boyfriend. What happened to not wanting a relationship? While the clouds were thundering outside my window I had a nightmare about it.Mostly it was me on the screaming...


August 13, 2014

Walkin' The Streets...

Gettin' dat money, bitch. I'm whoring myself to work till Saturday. Paying what the grant didn't cover on tuition has set me back $241. I got online yesterday to check into the books I'll be n...


I have slipped into drug use again. Smoking weed on a daily basis for the last few months actually and for the last five weekends have consumed lsd, upping the dosage each time I've taken it try...


I'm reminded of the film Full Metal Jacket. Specifically the scene in which drill sergeant actor R. Lee Ermy is humiliating Vincent D'Onofrio's character of Leonard aka Gomer Pyle by making him ...


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