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I'm In this Prison You Built For You...
I came here to blah…but only blahed The above line was saved from the last time I attempted to come here and write something. It feels like things are building up on me again and I’m stressing o...
Been Waiting For This
I dreamed that I relapsed. In the dream I was walking around downtown on a slow night, came across a bar that is now closed down but I used to frequent back in the day. I went in, sat at a tab...
It Does Get Better, Just Takes Time
It can be so difficult at times to relate to someone. I’m having one of my emotional days… While studying for my math final I came across the song, “My Orphan Year,” by NOFX. Hit me so hard I st...
Get Out Of My Head!
5:25 AM I just woke up from the most intense nightmare about my dad. Again, like always, he was still alive. Except this time everyone knew. I was lied to for the last 15 years about his death… I...
The Plunge
There is a prescription of Paxil sitting on my kitchen counter that was prescribed to me this afternoon. Here goes nothing…
Nightmare
Found out the ex has a new boyfriend. What happened to not wanting a relationship? While the clouds were thundering outside my window I had a nightmare about it.Mostly it was me on the screaming...
Walkin' The Streets...
Gettin' dat money, bitch. I'm whoring myself to work till Saturday. Paying what the grant didn't cover on tuition has set me back $241. I got online yesterday to check into the books I'll be n...
I've Fallen, Now To Get Back Up
I have slipped into drug use again. Smoking weed on a daily basis for the last few months actually and for the last five weekends have consumed lsd, upping the dosage each time I've taken it try...
Gomer Pyle! Whats The Matter? Forget Your Fuckin' Name?
I'm reminded of the film Full Metal Jacket. Specifically the scene in which drill sergeant actor R. Lee Ermy is humiliating Vincent D'Onofrio's character of Leonard aka Gomer Pyle by making him ...
