sun in formless
- Nov. 20, 2020, 10 p.m.
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it’s the moments that you almost have, that leave a stinging impression in your mind
The person I could have been
the life I should have been living
everything feels like nothing
I can’t believe I felt empty before when I had so much life in me.
I was scared and sad, but I was not empty.
I know now what it truly means.
a monotony of days that blend together, only interrupted by quick intervals of crying in the shower.
I know what it means now to not want to talk about things
I want to be able to solve my own problems
I don’t want other people to know how much of a mess I still am
I want something to look forward to
I want hope
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