“plays with paints”
“at least you passed”
“fast and i’ll pay you”
“thats for guys”
“why is your hair like that”
“those clothes make you look bigger”
“dont worry”
maybe you meant it in the best way possible
maybe you were joking
i dont know
i cant read minds
but it still made me feel like shit
like a
disappointment
and i know that i am
i dont need to be reminded
i know that
you wanted a perfect happy
daughter
and instead you got me
you got a kid whos
constantly battling their own mind
constantly worrying about everything
constantly lying so that you dont get hurt
so i understand that its hard
to deal with that
disappointment
but i also need you
to understand that your words
make me feel terrible sometimes
it makes me want to relapse
sometimes
because i know that i should be able
to do better
but i cant
so i’m sorry for being a
disappointment
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