urges
by bitter vegetable
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disappointment
“plays with paints” “at least you passed” “fast and i’ll pay you” “thats for guys” “why is your hair like that” “those clothes make you look bigger” “dont worry” maybe you meant it in the best w...
selfish
i know it stupid to feel like this, i know its a self-centered way of thinking, i know it wont change anything and yet here i fucking am, 11:08 pm wanting to hurt myself i dont trust that my mom ...
welcome back (life update TW)
i havent written in a while i forgot this site even existed honestly, but then shit happened and i remembered that this site was a thing that i could use to vent i’m so tired and overwhelmed my ...
stop
why is everything always so loud my own heartbeat is too loud my family is too loud my head is too loud always reminding me of my own worthlessness i wish i could just stop existing that would b...
“them”
they are the voices telling me how to feel better how to forget about everything they dont care what the future affects may be or what will happen they only care about them and how they willbe i...
bottle
i want to scream i want to cry i want to yell i want to cuss someone out i want to hit things i want to punch someone’s face in i want to smash a window i want to kick a door down i want to brea...
temporary
blood and bleeding and pressure and why why why wont they stop why wont they shut up how do i make them stop please stop make it stop i need everything to stop theyre so loud everything its so l...
Book Description
not the fun kind
a trigger warning is probably useful for this