Look at me I lost control of my life at age 23 I've been so lonely lately Without you here You were my best friend and companion, now you're nowhere near; and it's killing me Everything you do makes me fall in love with you. I fall a little harder each and every day And it hurts so bad to know what we had is gone, but I'll still treasure every letter that you've sent Look in my eyes, tell me that I lie Cause I've never been so sure of anything in my life I told you that I loved you once and I meant every word I said And I will love you till the day that I am dead I spent two years doing everything I could to keep you happy You meant everything to me And I'll always remember the countless times we laid in bed You sleeping by my side, I still think about that almost every night Everything you do makes me fall in love with you Form your laugh and smile to every little tear I know that you've stopped crying and I'm so glad that you've moved on But this heart still hasn't set sail it appears
The above almost describes my life perfectly.
Now, to Megan. I feel as though I have let my feelings get the better of me and I have projected and said things to you that I should have never done. It isn't fair to either one of us. I'm sorry about all of the things I've said to you and the way I've made you feel. I shouldn't be trying to force my way into an impossible situation. The choices are yours and yours alone and I should value and respect them. Do I love you? Yes. Do I want to be with you? Yes. I meant every word I've said to you. But I shouldn't have said them. I never wanted to but I couldn't stop. For this, I'm sorry.
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