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The Man I Am
Look at me I lost control of my life at age 23 I've been so lonely lately Without you here You were my best friend and companion, now you're nowhere near; and it's killing me Everything you do m...
Not this time
Am I supposed to feel bad? You constantly tell me you'll call and something always comes up. And I'm dumb enough to sit and wait...every time it happens. I always tell people that they are the...
The Last Few Days
The month of December has been quite uneventful. Although, it was very smooth. Christmas was nice and calm. Paige got everything she wanted for Christmas and a ton more. I was just happy to s...
An Update
I'm so conflicted and confused. I don't how to feel about her or how she feels about me? Am I overthinking it? I don't think so. I thought I understood how she felt. Maybe she is pushing me ...
Only for you
This is for you. I love you. Don't ever think any differently. Nothing will change that. I say many things but always know that I love you. I will always wait. I get frustrated and down som...
Boredom is setting in
This weekend was relaxing. Bills are completely paid up and I was able to finalize my college schedule and get registered. All in all, not too shabby. But it was a bit boring. I didn't get to...
Certain Things
As I delve deeper into her thoughts, the more intrigued I become. I almost know how she feels. It's hard sometimes, trying to get past her defense mechanisms. All the cussing and anger...I lau...
The Answers
Honesty is rough and I'm sorry if I hurt you. If you could have things exactly as you want them, what would happen? Exactly. If I could have things as I wanted them, I would see you leave hi...
The Night Will Go As Follows
It's an amazing song. Look it up. It says it all. I'm close to cloud 9. She opens up to and let's me know I'm not crazy and what I think is ok. I guess I need the security since I had none i...
Selfishness shows its ugly face
In this situation, yes, I am selfish. I want her. All of her. Physically and mentally. Everything that comes with her. I'm wrong for having these thoughts and feelings. I'd leave this town ...
Finally
All this talking we've done and all this time that has passed and we finally said it to one another. We are the greatest of friends and could probably be more if our situations were different. ...
Love is exactly that
Love is something many don't understand. You can love your special someone. You can love a friend. People get upset when you tell someone you love them and I don't know why. I love you. How ...
My Reply
Ask me the questions. All of them. I may have the answers. I want to see you. To run to you is a dream. I have to control myself from driving. You need to make yourself happy. You cannot m...
Everything comes with a price
I'd be lying if I said my life wasn't amazing and filled with luck. I've been blessed with many things like a loving family, a beautiful daughter, a wife, travelling the world in the military fo...
Book Description
A look into the past, present, and future of me. My days and nights, my travels, personal life, thoughts on various topics, and many more ideas that arise.
