Am I supposed to feel bad? You constantly tell me you'll call and something always comes up. And I'm dumb enough to sit and wait...every time it happens. I always tell people that they are the abused puppy that keeps going back to people. It looks like I have finally turned into that puppy. I am ashamed of myself for letting that happen.
It's bad enough that our relationship has to be kept a secret from a person that doesn't even deserve you (due to the things he's done). Yet you feel like you have to stay with him because "it's the right thing to do" or whatever the reason is. I get it. I know we aren't crazy close. But give me some respect. I've never disrespected you and I can honestly say that I've been nicer and better to you than he has. I know I'm not your #1.
I always sit and wait for a call. It's all I ask for. I don't want anything crazy and I don't have out of this world requests. But I guess a call is too hard.
Maybe I should start being an asshole to women. Apparently it's what they crave to be around. All of my nice friends are alone and at home. Same as me. Yet, my other friends who are complete asses, all have women that love them. Makes complete sense to me.
2014 was supposed to be different. Filled with hope, love, and success. It's already going downhill.
I don't want your sympathy. I don't want your pity. I want you to contact me because you want to...not because of guilt. I want to stay positive for you. But I think you're content with everything that has happened in your life. Otherwise you would have already changed it.
Take this for what it's worth. Hate me for it or accept the truth I tell. I've never lied to you and I never will. But clear your head and see what's around you. Regret is a terrible thing to have in life. Don't be like me and have it in your life. It's not worth it.
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