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I drank too much last night. I stayed up much later than I wanted to. I also protected a friend from someone who I know is not the best person to be alone with. I'm incredibly proud of myself ...

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I can feel the loneliness. It's creeping in. I am surrounded by my friends, but I want someone I can share with.

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I haven't been on here in over a month. I would say things are hectic, but they have been quite smooth. School is going okay and I'm building up some old friendships and making new ones. I'm v...

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Nothing has really changed. Still separated. Still in school. I stay at home mostly and play games with friends. I'm still in love with my best friend that I never get to talk to). Although,...

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Look at me I lost control of my life at age 23 I've been so lonely lately Without you here You were my best friend and companion, now you're nowhere near; and it's killing me Everything you do m...

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Am I supposed to feel bad? You constantly tell me you'll call and something always comes up. And I'm dumb enough to sit and wait...every time it happens. I always tell people that they are the...

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The month of December has been quite uneventful. Although, it was very smooth. Christmas was nice and calm. Paige got everything she wanted for Christmas and a ton more. I was just happy to s...

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I'm so conflicted and confused. I don't how to feel about her or how she feels about me? Am I overthinking it? I don't think so. I thought I understood how she felt. Maybe she is pushing me ...

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This is for you. I love you. Don't ever think any differently. Nothing will change that. I say many things but always know that I love you. I will always wait. I get frustrated and down som...

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This weekend was relaxing. Bills are completely paid up and I was able to finalize my college schedule and get registered. All in all, not too shabby. But it was a bit boring. I didn't get to...

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As I delve deeper into her thoughts, the more intrigued I become. I almost know how she feels. It's hard sometimes, trying to get past her defense mechanisms. All the cussing and anger...I lau...

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Honesty is rough and I'm sorry if I hurt you. If you could have things exactly as you want them, what would happen? Exactly. If I could have things as I wanted them, I would see you leave hi...

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It's an amazing song. Look it up. It says it all. I'm close to cloud 9. She opens up to and let's me know I'm not crazy and what I think is ok. I guess I need the security since I had none i...

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In this situation, yes, I am selfish. I want her. All of her. Physically and mentally. Everything that comes with her. I'm wrong for having these thoughts and feelings. I'd leave this town ...

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All this talking we've done and all this time that has passed and we finally said it to one another. We are the greatest of friends and could probably be more if our situations were different. ...

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Love is something many don't understand. You can love your special someone. You can love a friend. People get upset when you tell someone you love them and I don't know why. I love you. How ...

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Ask me the questions. All of them. I may have the answers. I want to see you. To run to you is a dream. I have to control myself from driving. You need to make yourself happy. You cannot m...

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I'd be lying if I said my life wasn't amazing and filled with luck. I've been blessed with many things like a loving family, a beautiful daughter, a wife, travelling the world in the military fo...

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