Yesterday was pretty crappy. I woke up and realized I had second degree burns from that stupid hot metal thing on the wrapper. It is kind of sad when most people at work have gotten the same burn in the same spot. And how it is just "normal" for us to burn ourselves daily. I mean poor Mary had so much hot oil splash back on her arm last week that she has a burn the size of Texas. The bubble thing on my burn hasn't popped yet so I am trying to be really careful because I don't want it to get infected. Also yesterday, my brother was being a fucking asshole yet again. Around this time last year I completely stopped talking to him because he was doing the same sort of annoying/rude shit. I only started talking to him again because my parents "made" us. Well this is the last straw. I am sick of his attitude and always being against everything I am for. Always saying something rude and trying to sound better than me. He even tried to act like I burned myself because I don't know what I'm doing and I am a noob and he is some pro just because he likes to cook chicken at home and thinks he's a fucking chef now. He has no idea what hard work even is. He lives with my parents and works for my parents. He works maybe once or twice a week IF that and makes MORE money somehow than I do because my dad pays him way too much. His stupid annoying girlfriend even lives in his room with him. He talks shit about Occupy like he KNOWS what is going on. All he does is hibernate in his room with his ugly girlfriend and play videogames and then has the audacity to come out every once in awhile and start shit? And you'd think we would be able to get along with so much distance between us but he still finds a way to be a conniving little asshole over facebook. Yes, I've always wished he and I could have a real sibling relationship but we never will and I'm done wishing. We have nothing in common and the only time we were close was when we were very young. I'm sick of people being like , "Aw well he is your brother, you have to love him". No. Actually, I don't. And I finally deleted him from facebook. I seriously want nothing to do with anyone who acts the way he does. Life is about having the people you admire and who make you happy around. If I wanted people who made me miserable in my life, I might as well pack my bags and go down to hell.
After that ordeal, I headed off to my third 2 to 11 in a row. Somehow it was just Pearl there on a FRIDAY. She is a sweet girl and all, but when it comes to working she just doesn't do shit. She wanders around the store, takes extremely long breaks when we are super busy, runs off for a restroom break like every thirty minutes. Ugh it is just frustrating. So the place was a disaster, so many people ended up calling out or leaving early so I tried to get a head in everything. The whole day I just felt like I was trying to get ahead and rushing around cleaning and taking care of customers or cooking food that kept running out. Michelle came back from her lunch and then Pearl left for lunch and ended up being gone for about an hour and a half, so it was just Michelle and I and I found out she is leaving on a transfer to Shelton. I LOVE Michelle and she is one of the only other people who works hard in that deli so it is really going to suck when she leaves Dec. 9th. I am happy for her though because she lives in Shelton and won't have to drive far any more, esp since winter is coming. John came in and then Ariel, but we Ariel turned out to be super sick so she had to leave early. The place was such a mess I felt so overwhelmed! I felt bad because we kind of did a half-ass job since we were rushing around and by the time we had the walk-thru we had missed a lot of stuff and it just looked bad. When we finally got out of there, my shoes and socks were soaking wet, my apron was full of grease, and every bone and muscle in my body ached. I am so glad I am working a short shift today. Oh yeah, on top of all of this Justin was texting me for about 12 hours in a row. By the end of the night he was shitfaced and I finally said I just couldn't talk to him when he wasn't making any sense and started calling me a skank every five minutes. The dude is nuts. He starts off by texting me all these sweet things blahblahblah, and then gets drunk and starts texting Skank! ??? Irritating. Then I get home and take a long hot shower. I kind of had it in my head that wow it would be a perfect time for Dave to surprise me by ...making the room a little cozy......we had a talk about how we haven't been having sex and it was getting weird. I hate going a long time without having sex because then it just feels weird when we finally do. But I came out of the shower and he was still sitting in the living room. So we went to the bedroom and I basically told him when couples stop having sex, one of them usually starts cheating and telling him I don't want to get ideas in my head because my fiance isn't fucking me. He was sad of course, but I am sorry, I just get really irritated that he doesn't even try anymore, and when I try it somehow backfires. In the end we ended it having sex and of course it was a bit awkward since it has been quite awhile, but I am hoping we get back into it again.
I am also hoping today is a much better day than yesterday.
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