Yesterday I went to a good meeting and we talked about not taking life too seriously and I shared about how I have the opposite problem and I haven't been able to take life seriously enough. It was good to hear everyone's share and it's helping me with this whole living one day at a time thing. I put in about six and a half hours of community service and I went to a book study at night, where I finally found a sponsor! And she has the same name as me! We met up today and went over the 12 by 12 and I realized working the steps is going to be a lot of work! I was just overwhelmed because I understand these people believe in God and what not, but I don't believe in their God. I believe in a higher energy of some sort. Like we all have energy and can make things happen, but there is an energy greater than ourselves that makes things align and is the reason behind all of those weird coincidences and signs I see everywhere. Anyways, I would really like less god talk and more spiritual talk if you know what I mean.
But after that, Brad picked me up and we met up with Tyler and Andrea and the Yardhouse and it was good catching up. Turns out Andrea and I have been experiencing the same symptoms from lack of alcohol!
Oh yeah....this sales job I had an interview at last week called me up yesterday and said they accepted my application and training starts Thursday. I am really nervous because I'm scared it is a pyramid scheme or some crazy door to door shit. Training isn't paid, and the pay period starts Monday. I hope it's worth it because I'm taking off Thursday from my serving job to go to this thing and I am skipping out on my DMV appointment I had on Monday, so I really hope this is all worth it and it is the higher energy doing it's thing to make things happen. I don't know. All I know is I really need a job and I am crossing my fingers this one is legit!
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