Sometimes.... in Torridaussity Two

  • March 24, 2015, 9:04 p.m.
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I just give and give and give and when I need it back there is no one there to return the favor. How much more can I give without getting it back and giving up. I have to learn to walk away even it means you keep everything and I start over.


Park Row Fallout March 24, 2015

It reminds me of something my pastor said when I was first coming to grips with the fact that I could NOT be a pastor. Even our emotions and energy are finite resources.... if we keep "giving" without "receiving" we reach an inner deficit. Hope you can get some back soon!

Always Laughing Park Row Fallout ⋅ March 26, 2015

I def have an inner deficit

Deleted user March 24, 2015

I saw a quote the other day that said something to the effect that the more you give with the other person taking and never giving back, the more they disrespect you and keep taking advantage of it. This pattern will not change unless You change it, not them.

Always Laughing Deleted user ⋅ March 26, 2015

I know I just have to have the strength to change it

Chic Chat March 25, 2015

I know this feeling all to well. Giant hugs lady.

Always Laughing Chic Chat ⋅ March 26, 2015

hugs back

Cricket March 25, 2015

:( hugs

LoveSuicide March 27, 2015

Sometimes I have found the hardest thing in life to do when you care so much is to figure out a way to be selfish. When you're not selfish by nature it's a terribly difficult thing. Best wishes, dear.

Always Laughing LoveSuicide ⋅ March 28, 2015

I tried being selfish before and it worked a little, but then I felt like I was being myself.

WomanOfSteele April 03, 2015

[hugs] It's so hard to be selfish when you have such a good heart. but sometimes it's necessary for your sanity

Always Laughing WomanOfSteele ⋅ April 03, 2015

I'm not sure I know what being sane feels like anymore.

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