Can’t wait to get the night sweats tonight 🥴😒
It’s almost 9pm here in Jersey. I’m sitting on the front porch smoking a joint and it’s 85 degrees out. I know we’ll have the air on tonight, but lately that doesn’t matter. I hate feeling like I’m always covered in sweat.
It felt like the dead of August today instead of mid May. I went to breakfast with Kristin and we wandered around KOP Mall after. She gave me this little tin of Clark Griswold that has these little Christmas tree candies inside lol. Last year she gave me one from the Golden Girls. I don’t know where she finds these things, but they crack me up.
Went to the beach on Sunday with Matt and actually got some color! I’m mostly Irish, English and French (oddly enough with a little African thrown in there?) but I burn on a 75 degree day. Either that or I reapply sunscreen too much and end up staying ghost white lol. So for me, even getting a farmers tan is a flex.
It was such a gorgeous day at the beach too, barely a cloud in sight, we had SUCH a good time. Had my first Kohr Bros ice cream of the season. Kohr Bros is this ice cream that you find on the boardwalk in Wildwood, Ocean City, etc that is just so damn good. I got an orange and vanilla cone. It was delish.
I’m working tomorrow because I have to meet with the surgical oncologist Wednesday. At this point, I feel pretty optimistic about the appointment. Since the kind of breast cancer I have is hormonal, I have to have a consult for a hysterectomy at some point, too. One of Kristin’s cousins had the same kind of cancer as me and she had a lumpectomy and hysterectomy at the same time. The only downside is that it’ll immediately throw me into full on menopause, so that’s gonna fuckin suck.
Is there really no way to guard against the aging process? This is vain, sure, but I’m so not ready for that. On the plus side, not having to rely on an IUD anymore or have to deal horrible periods will be nice…. I don’t know if the trade off is worth it to me though. I’m not ready for crepey skin and crows feet.
Alright- I have to get in the shower and get to bed. 4.30 comes way too early
😘
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