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Yesterday was good until last night. A friend of mine who just got married and bought a house posted all of these super happy things and I am definitely happy for her. But I was definitely overc...

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June is one of my favorite months. When I was a kid, obviously, it was all about summer vacation. But as an adult I can still appreciate it. The weathers nice, it’s usually not completely disgus...

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it’s been four weeks to the day since I was diagnosed and I gotta say, this has been without question, the WEIRDEST month of my entire life. I’ve experienced every emotion that ever existed, I’v...

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I have to have an MRI today of my brain, they think I might have a tumor on my pituitary gland? (Hence the elevated prolactin levels) They said it’s most likely benign, so that’s a silver lining...

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Can’t wait to get the night sweats tonight 🥴😒 It’s almost 9pm here in Jersey. I’m sitting on the front porch smoking a joint and it’s 85 degrees out. I know we’ll have the air on tonight, but l...

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Guys, I’ve been eating like absolute shit as a coping mechanism and that’s not the smartest thing to do. Like so far today I’ve had a large caramel latte, a giant cookie, some chewy nerds and a ...

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The day after I wrote last was actually a good day. Work was easy, I got to spend a good bit of time by myself (I was jam clearing, and if things are running smoothly I don’t have a ton to do.) ...

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Emotionally, today has been the hardest day so far. I don’t know why. This morning I actually thought I’d get through the day without a breakdown. How naive I was. Getting through the day reall...

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Jesus Christ I feel fucking crazy. Like actually fucking bipolar. I’ve never experienced feeling every single emotion that ever existed all in one day. Part of me feels stupid for even crying- t...

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I think that’s the only way I can accurately sum up everything I’m feeling. I’ll be honest, it doesn’t feel real just yet. And one thing I’m noticing? There’s no small emotion when it comes to t...

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At least for now, because I saw one of my pathology reports had come back and evidently I do have breast cancer-years ago I actually worked for the Abramson Cancer center at Penn, I know how to ...

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So.... Apparently there’s a good chance I have breast cancer. 70%, according to my doctor. Even now, ten minutes later sitting here looking up at the words it doesn’t seem real. I’ve known ab...

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Okay guys- tell me what you think! One thing no one ever tells you about adulting is how many jobs you’ll blow through. Adulting sucks dick. It can be really hard to swallow. I once took a job in...

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Okay guys, here it is. I entered another challenge and the topic is embarrassing moments. I know a lot of people have heard this story, but please- by all means, come and laugh at my ridiculous s...

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Check out my latest story (If you like it, share the link please!) Thank you all! <3 <3 <3

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This is a first draft I just did for the class tonight. I’m honestly not sure how I feel about it. I think its funny, but I’m sure some would argue that it’s crude. Whatever. sometimes my humor i...

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This is a Sketch I’m working on for the comedy intensive I’m doing. My thought here is to eventually switch the format over to a short story. We’ll see how that goes, but for right now, I’m putti...

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Something I’m experimenting with- comments and feedback are welcome. This little blurb is all I have so far SETTING: A FAR AWAY SHOT OF TWO PALATIAL, WELL KEPT HOMES, DIRECTLY ACROSS THE STREET F...

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he sleeps with his back always facing me like a wall of indifference i pretend not to see we both know that its there, i pretend not to care together when he wants to be

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I anxiously pace back and forth in front of the window, waiting and occasionally peeking out at the darkening night sky and thick rain that offer little clarity as to whom, or what, may be out th...

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