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Yesterday was good until last night. A friend of mine who just got married and bought a house posted all of these super happy things and I am definitely happy for her. But I was definitely overc...

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June is one of my favorite months. When I was a kid, obviously, it was all about summer vacation. But as an adult I can still appreciate it. The weathers nice, it’s usually not completely disgus...

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it’s been four weeks to the day since I was diagnosed and I gotta say, this has been without question, the WEIRDEST month of my entire life. I’ve experienced every emotion that ever existed, I’v...

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I have to have an MRI today of my brain, they think I might have a tumor on my pituitary gland? (Hence the elevated prolactin levels) They said it’s most likely benign, so that’s a silver lining...

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Can’t wait to get the night sweats tonight 🥴😒 It’s almost 9pm here in Jersey. I’m sitting on the front porch smoking a joint and it’s 85 degrees out. I know we’ll have the air on tonight, but l...

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Guys, I’ve been eating like absolute shit as a coping mechanism and that’s not the smartest thing to do. Like so far today I’ve had a large caramel latte, a giant cookie, some chewy nerds and a ...

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The day after I wrote last was actually a good day. Work was easy, I got to spend a good bit of time by myself (I was jam clearing, and if things are running smoothly I don’t have a ton to do.) ...

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Emotionally, today has been the hardest day so far. I don’t know why. This morning I actually thought I’d get through the day without a breakdown. How naive I was. Getting through the day reall...

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Jesus Christ I feel fucking crazy. Like actually fucking bipolar. I’ve never experienced feeling every single emotion that ever existed all in one day. Part of me feels stupid for even crying- t...

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I think that’s the only way I can accurately sum up everything I’m feeling. I’ll be honest, it doesn’t feel real just yet. And one thing I’m noticing? There’s no small emotion when it comes to t...

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At least for now, because I saw one of my pathology reports had come back and evidently I do have breast cancer-years ago I actually worked for the Abramson Cancer center at Penn, I know how to ...

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So.... Apparently there’s a good chance I have breast cancer. 70%, according to my doctor. Even now, ten minutes later sitting here looking up at the words it doesn’t seem real. I’ve known ab...

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