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A Bag of Mixed Emotions in The Kid Used To Dream

  • April 30, 2026, 6:27 a.m.
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I’m lying here tonight and I can’t figure out how I feel.

I have a ton of work to do tomorrow and I scheduled a surprise meeting with my mom. She thinks she’s meeting another member of our family for lunch - but I’m going.

I found out a few weeks ago she’s been talking about me behind my back and I want to set the record straight with her.

Her complaint is that I never call or text. I’ve never been to her new house that she’s lived at for 3 years.

All of that is true. I’ll address it here like I’ll address it with her tomorrow - despite the fact that having this lunch meeting is going to set me back a days work in the office. I think it’s needed and it’s past time we did it.

I have not been to her new place. She remarried 3 years ago and moved into his home after selling hers. I’m not one to crash anyone’s party. I never go where I’m not invited. The reason I’ve never been is because she’s never asked me to and I don’t even know where it is.

I never call and I never text. This is also true. After her divorce she became extremely close with one of her friends. They went to Vegas together and they took trips together - and whenever I would call or text she would tell me she’d call me back or that she’d text me later because she was with her friend. So, I stopped calling to see if she would call me back - she didn’t.

So, for 2 weeks she’s been going around to people she knows will tell me and complaining about how disappointed she is in me. My tour schedule is on my website - how many shows has she been to in the last 10 years? Maybe 5 and the last one she left early.

I have ran the scenario over and over to see if I’m 100% to blame - while I take some blame, I don’t think I’m 100% in this.

We shall see


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