dont know what to write in Open Diary Orphan

I am not sure what I think of this new format. I still miss the old comfort of open diary. I know that sounds really whiney. its a free journaling site. Im sure it is just me not the site. Tomorrow is Good Friday and I have to work. Im jealous of people that dont have to. It would be nice to be off but realistically I would have ended up going in to work if I was off anyway. Im a little overwhelmed with my job right now.In a weird way, I think I just shut off and lose sight of what I should be doing because I have so much to do and I find myself sitting in my office looking at Facebook. the kid graduates from college in a few weeks. Im happy for him but I think he will go through with his plan to ride his bike away and he hopes not to come back soon. I had always hoped he would be a free spirit and adventurous and he is that person, but I worry about him. His addiction history makes me worried. I wont be able to watch for subtle changes. I guess I really cant now anyway since he lives 20 minutes away, I have to let him be a grown up. Its what I raised him to be able to do. The basketball playoffs might ruin my vacation plans. the day after graduation I should/would be leaving on a big boat...unless the Grizzlies go to the second round and screw up the kids graduation. they might have to move it by a day and if they do I wont be able to go on my trip. There wont be enough time to get there. Im rooting for the opponent on this one. Of course because I usually root for them and they loose if Im rooting against them they will win. If I miss my graduation they better go all the way and win the whole thing.