gone again in Open Diary Orphan

so he left today to go back home for a while to help his mother with some things. he made the appointment with the attorney while home last time but it did no good. they said to go back to the old one and wait until july when it will be 10 years. I get so frustrated with the whole thing. dont know what direction to go in. i mentioned that he might have to go back home to get a job if it will be another 5 years and it pissed him off. Im sorry but you cant live here for 5 years without a job. I said you could come here to live when you lost your job because I had found that loophole in the law but if the loophole isnt going to work for you then you must work, somewhere. I offered to buy a small business but you are afraid of that, I can understand the fear of getting caught but come on. one way or the other buddy. here or there you must get a job at some point. hate to say this but a lot of it is about the way it looks. I know its terrible to think about what other people will say but it kind of is. I cant talk to anyone about this and it is so frustrating. I think I need to see a counselor. its kind of hard to deal with still. T graduates in 3 weeks and I am so proud of him. and myself. i paid for the majority of school and it wasnt cheap. 4 years of college is expensive. his loser daddy paid for 1 semester and the books. F him. im waiting for him to make a comment about what a giving father he is. Bastard.