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not because I am ready for a vacation but because the my son decided to jump off a high rock into water and has a c6 fracture. a compression fracture but a cervical fracture none the less. he tol...

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I know, I know. I hate it when people talk about places they used live, work etc… but on open diary if you didnt have a title it would put a date on it but it wont here. I dont feel as much like ...

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woo hoo. work is better, not perfect but better. scott was ugly to me tuesday and it took me by surprise. because of that i changed the employee of the quarter to the rehab tech and ordered a new...

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i would have never equated that word to me, how I feel, who I am. I have decided over the last few weeks that I am depressed. I know Im not deep down clinically depressed but I would rather go to...

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hes gone to new orleans. he got his old job back, took the physical and will start at some point soon I guess. Unless they run a background check. they didn't when he went there before because he...

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so he left Monday morning to go back "home" to check on the job he used to have. they might hire him back. they probably wont if they do a background check. but then again he worked for them for ...

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still no job. now no unemployment either. I paid his bills last month, all of them. he had an entire bag of receipts to show me with things he had bought for this house, wtf? I didnt ask him to ...

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I am not sure what I think of this new format. I still miss the old comfort of open diary. I know that sounds really whiney. its a free journaling site. Im sure it is just me not the site. Tomor...

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so he left today to go back home for a while to help his mother with some things. he made the appointment with the attorney while home last time but it did no good. they said to go back to the ol...

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so I think he actually made an appointment with a lawyer. Ive made it clear that he needs to do that before coming back, Im glad he has finally taken me seriously, after 5 months. Im miss him. be...

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so he's gone home for a little while. hopefully he will take care of some business but I doubt he really will. Its upsetting and humiliating to deal with the thoughts of everything he did. It was...

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its so frustrating. its easy to just say go back home, Im tired of dealing with all of your baggage. But do I want to take the easy road? I honestly don't know if I want to dump an 8 year relatio...

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So I wasn't sure if I was going to start another diary or not. But here I am, it didnt take long. Dont know how much I will actually write but after being on OD for so long it seems wrong not to ...

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