Sad it's Sunday in I don't know what I'm doing

So I had my second date with Facebook guy this weekend. It went really well. I really like him. I’m super sad it’s Sunday because I don’t want to adult, but I am glad it’s one day closer to seeing him again.
I really love the company I work for and I love my bosses and coworkers. I just really hate the actual part of doing work. I just want to do what I want when I want. Obviously that’s not logical and probably not how my life will go, but it’s a nice thought. I really just want to sleep and wake up as I please and still be able to pay bills and buy stuff.
I had a pretty good weekend between spending time with my new guy and events with friend. Good food and fun and great company.
I really am blessed to have the friends that I do. Life long friends who are always there. I love my chosen family so much. I feel so much better when I a with them.
I’m currently watching Queer Eye on Netflix. I only have one episode left, I really wish they made more episodes. I love it so much. It makes me happy.
I want to love myself and be happy with myself and feel confident in myself. I want to know my self-worth regardless of what anyone says or thinks. I need to love myself and accept myself. This show is really good at activating that feeling.
I think it will be a good week at work. I just got to take each thing as it comes and not stress over the future or outcome. Just live in the present and do what needs to be done at the time. No reason to be living in stress of future outcomes. I don’t want miss out on the moments I’m having.
Customers can be so annoying. Their problems and lives are not my issue and have nothing to do with me. I just need to do my job. Their attitudes and short comings should not effect how I do my job. I need to just love myself and not take things so personal. I am deserving of love and peoples problems are not MY problems.
I need to get that down so I can be happier and have a more fulfilling live.
Namaste