Apollo ⋅ 36 ⋅
I'm a 30 year old single man, just haven't found the right man yet and hoping he's out there somewhere, trying to navigate this world the best I can. I live alone with my cat Bast and have a pretty healthy social life with my small group of very close, long-time friends. I work full-time for a local family owned company. I'm pretty liberal and eclectically spiritual. Social and friendly but also rather forward, but I mean well. I'm bad at these "about me" things.
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience, we have spiritual beings having a human experience." , "How hurtful it can be to deny one's true self and live a life of lies just to appease others"
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Sad it's Sunday in I don't know what I'm doing
So I had my second date with Facebook guy this weekend. It went really well. I really like him. I’m super sad it’s Sunday because I don’t want to adult, but I am glad it’s one day closer to seein...
Not Ready for Monday... in I don't know what I'm doing
So this weekend went really fast. My mom and grandma came to visit. It was really great seeing them and spending a little time with them. It just really made the weekend blow by. I haven’t had mu...
Hump Day in I don't know what I'm doing
Today was a very long day. I didn’t sleep well, I fell asleep after 12 then woke up on and off all night and then my alarm went off and was up at 730 and couldn’t get back to sleep. So I was at w...
Monday Blues in I don't know what I'm doing
It’s been a very dreary, rainy Monday. I’ve felt tired and kind of off all day. It’s definitely the weather and the fact that I have been going to bed after 1 every night. I have got to go to bed...
It's finally Friday in I don't know what I'm doing
This was a very long week. I am so glad it’s finally Friday. I got my haircut so I’m not looking homeless anymore, I look pretty good really. A couple friends came over for a bit and visited and ...
Anxiety... in I don't know what I'm doing
So I’ve been trying to get back into my normal routine. Except I’ve been walking a lot and dieting, lots of smoothies. Trying to ignore all my cravings has been super difficult, makes me kind of ...
Weekends End in I don't know what I'm doing
It’s 1am and I am still awake, knowing very well I have work in the morning and have to be up and awake by 8am. Sundays are always tough for me to get settled down to be sleepy and get to bed at ...
Change is Hard in I don't know what I'm doing
So I’ve been listening to this podcast, Buddhist Bootcamp, religiously. It really clicks with me and motivates me. I listen to it in my car and on my walks. I really want to make life and attitud...
First day Back in I don't know what I'm doing
It’s been a very long. It was my first day back to work in 2 weeks and we have some new programming I had to learn. So it was like I was a new employee again haha. Overall though it was a pretty ...
Sunday Funday in I don't know what I'm doing
Today was a pretty good day. I felt pretty okay most of the day. I went on an 8 mile walk by myself. It was quite nice, until about halfway thru when I really didn’t think I could make it back to...
I may need new friends... in I don't know what I'm doing
I’ve had my friend group going on 10 + years now. We’ve been through many things together and they are typically always there when I need them, as long as I reach out. I just feel like I’ve alway...
T.G.I.F? in I don't know what I'm doing
It’s Friday but it just feels like another day. As much as I don’t like having to get up in the morning for work, I’m ready to get back to a normal routine. There is only so much Netflix and Hulu...
Another Blah Day in I don't know what I'm doing
It’s 10pm and I’ve been pretty productive today I guess, just wish I had some more social interaction. I’ve showered, cooked, cleaned, hung a couple shelves. My best friend dropped off some groce...
It's 4am and I have yet to sleep in I don't know what I'm doing
I’m not good at well organized writing, however I have a lot of thoughts and feelings through out the day that I need to get out of my head so I can make room for new stuff and to dump out the wo...
