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I don't know what I'm doing

by Apollo

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June 07, 2020

Sad it's Sunday

So I had my second date with Facebook guy this weekend. It went really well. I really like him. I’m super sad it’s Sunday because I don’t want to adult, but I am glad it’s one day closer to seein...


So this weekend went really fast. My mom and grandma came to visit. It was really great seeing them and spending a little time with them. It just really made the weekend blow by. I haven’t had mu...


May 13, 2020

Hump Day

Today was a very long day. I didn’t sleep well, I fell asleep after 12 then woke up on and off all night and then my alarm went off and was up at 730 and couldn’t get back to sleep. So I was at w...


May 11, 2020

Monday Blues

It’s been a very dreary, rainy Monday. I’ve felt tired and kind of off all day. It’s definitely the weather and the fact that I have been going to bed after 1 every night. I have got to go to bed...


May 08, 2020

It's finally Friday

This was a very long week. I am so glad it’s finally Friday. I got my haircut so I’m not looking homeless anymore, I look pretty good really. A couple friends came over for a bit and visited and ...


May 07, 2020

Anxiety...

So I’ve been trying to get back into my normal routine. Except I’ve been walking a lot and dieting, lots of smoothies. Trying to ignore all my cravings has been super difficult, makes me kind of ...


May 02, 2020

Weekends End

It’s 1am and I am still awake, knowing very well I have work in the morning and have to be up and awake by 8am. Sundays are always tough for me to get settled down to be sleepy and get to bed at ...


April 30, 2020

Change is Hard

So I’ve been listening to this podcast, Buddhist Bootcamp, religiously. It really clicks with me and motivates me. I listen to it in my car and on my walks. I really want to make life and attitud...


April 28, 2020

First day Back

It’s been a very long. It was my first day back to work in 2 weeks and we have some new programming I had to learn. So it was like I was a new employee again haha. Overall though it was a pretty ...


April 26, 2020

Sunday Funday

Today was a pretty good day. I felt pretty okay most of the day. I went on an 8 mile walk by myself. It was quite nice, until about halfway thru when I really didn’t think I could make it back to...


April 25, 2020

I may need new friends...

I’ve had my friend group going on 10 + years now. We’ve been through many things together and they are typically always there when I need them, as long as I reach out. I just feel like I’ve alway...


April 24, 2020

T.G.I.F?

It’s Friday but it just feels like another day. As much as I don’t like having to get up in the morning for work, I’m ready to get back to a normal routine. There is only so much Netflix and Hulu...


April 22, 2020

Another Blah Day

It’s 10pm and I’ve been pretty productive today I guess, just wish I had some more social interaction. I’ve showered, cooked, cleaned, hung a couple shelves. My best friend dropped off some groce...


I’m not good at well organized writing, however I have a lot of thoughts and feelings through out the day that I need to get out of my head so I can make room for new stuff and to dump out the wo...


Book Description

This book will consist of my misc. novice entries based on my feelings and concerns at the end of each day. I was told this would be a good idea for me to try so I’m giving it a shot.