I’m in a good place as I type this. Other than fighting off damn allergies (which seem to have hit me particularly hard this Spring), I’m doing good. I’m in a good spot with babygirl, and I feel like we are beginning to hit our stride again. As long as I don’t overthink things, I’m great. And I’m learning how to throttle that back a little bit- not only with her, but with the entirety of my life. I’m learning to let go of all the little pissy shit that always irritates me. “Bemused Detachment”- that mantra again. I have to keep remembering to dial it back. The mental intensity dial doesn’t alway have to be cranked to 10. And to accept that I don’t have to be in control of everything all the time. It’s time to start swimming again, rather than just continuously treading water. Forward.
Last updated May 17, 2018