Reality sucks in Done drinking.
- Jan. 4, 2017, 3:12 p.m.
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Just called my birth mother. We talk every once in a while. Usually never at night. She was clearly drunk. Though she could say the same about me. I try so hard to be sober I usually can make it 3 days. I don’t want to deal with my past. Meds and vodka keep me numb.
Listening to her talk slurred speech hits home. Makes me even more depressed that I haven’t kicked this yet. I try. I won’t go to meetings to much anxiety and panic attacks being around people.
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