My family took Emma to some play place as soon as it opened at 10am and we were probably there 2 hours while my sister was at work.
This is probably the first time I’ve really experienced doing something I couldn’t possibly do 65lbs ago.
I was all though that padded maze, climbing and sliding for with her for the first hour before other kids came that she could play with.
I was freaking sweating but I was happy. Because I know last year I wouldn’t have even attempted to play with her. I woulda just sat on my ass in my phone and she wouldn’t have had as much fun.
My father is in the best shape of all of us and so usually he is forced to do physical things with her and while he’s in better shape than us he’s still old and tired.
And now he got a break while I got in there with her. There were still spots that were tight even with my weight loss, so I know I couldn’t have possibly fit last year.
And there was kiddie motorcycles that went on a track and she wanted me to go and I originally said no cause of my weight but my mom said my father went on the things already and he’s 250 and now that I weigh less than him it was OK for me to go!!!
So I went!! And it was fun!!
And I’m inspired cause I know it can only get better. I can only get thinner, yet stronger and be a better playmate for my niece. I was really happy…