Happy Easter in Bittersweet

Happy Easter for all the levels of celebration.
We did our egg hunt yesterday when it was 70 out. Today its 30 and cold and cloudy and snowing off and on. I have to go feed critters and i dont want to.
Problem is im so exhausted. Every day, more and more exhausted. Im not getting any rest and my husband is on a broken record. Take some of your candy, you sleep. No i dont i lay there in a stoned stupor and dont get any rest but he dosent fucking listen. Like always. I keep it around for backaches and whatnot. NOT to help me sleep. I dont rest. His response to that. Take more.... I dont like how i feel. I dont like feeling seasick. But he dosent listen so he dosent get it…
Hes currently watching a stupid series of movies and dosent get why im irritable… Im fecking tired. Ive had a headache to migraine for the last 4 days. Hes not even watching these movies. Hes watching his phone but wont let anyone change it.
I dont want to have to listen to more kids. Im tired of them always asking me questions and bugging me. I need a break and im not allowed to go anywhere and get a break. Next week starts the endless cycle of getting up, managing chores, taking grandpa to get his lunch, picking up kids lunches. Come home, manage chores… cook..
Shit its 4 30 and i havent even started dinner… Just… Fuck me. Im going to bed, cant someone else figure this out....

Here is a cute baby bunny.... Its better off then me.