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Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

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5 days ago

Long week

We didnt even gamble while in Vegas haha. The convention was busy. But not worth the extra 400 dollars we paid for ( my ticket) The one cool thing we did was go to one of the best ( or so they cl...


June 18, 2022

Off to Vegas

We leave in the morning. Going to be a ride lol. 12 hours one way.


June 04, 2022

um vegas

T got an opportunity to do a training seminar in Vegas. ITs 5 days, hotel including ,food included and a bunch of training opportunities and classes. They re already planning on signing with ...


May 14, 2022

Tattoos are addictive.

A local tattoo artist hosted a event today for mental health. Free semi colon tattoos for all survivors. My work donated money to them and I ran down midday to give some flyers to her and she ga...


May 07, 2022

Keets

I got 4 keets today. They are super adorable. Hard to believe they turn into dinosaurs


April 27, 2022

Weekends

I havent really been in the mood to write much at all. Work is keeping me busy and im adjusting to being a supervisor. We went on a extended weekend and went to New Mexico to the AbQ zoo aquariu...


April 20, 2022

Pic


March 27, 2022

Not the end of the world

I got my first Jury duty summons. im literally sick to my stomach over it. I do not want to do it. My anxiety is beyond a mess. My boss is ecstatic. She never gets called. Most of the therapist...


Ive felt it building for a while now. Ive been feeling like im going into a hypomanic state. Ive been saying things and having a hard time shutting my mouth. Ive been jittery and its hard to say....


So I have a lot on it, we all do right. Here is a new one. ( for me and not for a million people ) Prescription medications that one needs to survive. To be affordable. Cash copayment for my new...


March 08, 2022

End of N

So N volunterraly quit today. My boss pulled me into her office first thing and wanted a real talk. Plainly. How is N doing and is she REALLY cut out for this job. I said shes struggling and no ...


February 12, 2022

Closure

I think the act of saying out loud that my father died helped a lot. I told my boss and then I apologized to my trainee if I was short. She didn’t think I had been short tempered at all. Which is...


January 25, 2022

New Hires

The new receptionist starts on the first. Shes an older lady. She feathers her bangs back in thnat 80s early 90s style that you will likely remember. But she has a lot of expierence at bookkeepin...


January 15, 2022

Hair cut

I started thinking about cutting bangs a few weeks ago. So i did today. I now have bangs. She cut them too short. Which frustrates me. I said at to below eyebrow and they are totally above it. Bu...


December 20, 2021

Exhausted to tears.

Yesterday we did holiday shopping and the malls and stores are so packed. As expected. We really just got my ring cleaned, bought the boy some pants and a bit of food shopping. It wasnt too bad b...


December 13, 2021

Im in another world

I dont get it sometimes when people say. Well this is X town. Like that should MEAN Something or make a difference. Last night was the first time we realized in our spoiled little world. That we ...


I had to pay the registration on my truck. T is being a royal dick today seeing he dropped 3 dozen eggs on the floor and had to clean up his mess. So hes shouting about not having enough money fo...


December 05, 2021

Craft shows

This will prob be my last entry for a week lol. Writing after work is too hard. Just too much to do when I get home. I know i wrote three times this week and that is a ton! Anyway, Yesterday we ...


December 04, 2021

Shes just a care bear haha

The general concensis at my last job is im a care bear. They cant imagine me angry lmao! Someone said it here too. Like im so sweet and kind. Like omg i really keep my best foot forward! I mean i...


December 01, 2021

You were wasted there.

My boss and I had a few minute conversation today. I asked to adjust my hours from 8-5 to 8-430 and only take a half hour lunch. Which she agreed to. But she made a comment to me that really make...


October 30, 2021

Weight loss

Ill admit my weight has gotten out of control. Or had. I dont know what it was about my retail job but I was NOT loosing weight even though I wasnt eating that much or hell even drinking that muc...


October 16, 2021

Goodbye mommobile

We traded in our Acadia today. We got a car we were not expecting haha. A Hyundai Santa fe, fully loaded in calypso red. It has some nifty features. Like my phone is also my car key. It can back ...


September 15, 2021

And.... rest time over.

They asked me to go full time today. Mon-Fri, 8-5. It kinda bums me out because i love having all the free time that getting off at 1 gives me. But on the other hand. Its money. It should be arou...


September 13, 2021

Crafter logic

Last night i was browsing amazon for sweaters and cardis. The office is quite cool. Plus the houses are some 80 plus years old. So the insulation and all isnt fabulous. But the ac kicks ass haha....


September 06, 2021

On weight loss

Ive been fasting for weightloss for almost a month now. Not really changing what i eat so much as when i eat. I cram my daily calories into a 6 hour eating window. I lost 20 lbs doing this years ...


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