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If you know me on facebook,please don’t mention what I am about to say.
My mom died this morning.
I did get to visit her in hospice.
I’m with my sister at the house
I haven’t spoken to my sister,niece or my mother in almost 2 years
I have my reasons
The fact that my sister lives with my mom
Well that means I’m not welcome at the house.
In 2017 my sister and ...
The past five years have been eventful
I lost my dad and then my mom got sick
My sister and I no longer communicate
It all started with my mom’s dementia
And things just ran amuck from there
I just wanted to write about what I mentioned in my last entry.
I have two friends. Jill I have known since 1994, and her husband.I have known her husband since 2000.
Jack and Jill were were marr...
Sometimes I just have no tact. I stumbled into a situation like a bull in a china shop.
I had good intentions. Does that count for anything?
I'm sorry I think it is tacky to beg for gifts on facebook.
Fine if you want to tell people where you are registered, but leave it at that.
There is no need to mention it a second time, if you fe...
I had sushi on Saturday night.
It was so good..
I've always been a picky eater.
I don't consider myself adventurous, but I've started to branch out and try new things..
I also had...
I shouldn't have even worried about Dinner on Friday.
My sister wasn't even there, which is usually the case if I am going to be around.
It is really hard for me to let go of things.
Letting go o...
My mom invited me over on Friday.
I am pretty sure my sister will not be there, but there is a chance she could be.
Usually with these things my sister absents herself because of me.
Or if she is...
The other thing is my niece. I have no kind of relationship with her now.
I can't force my sister to have a relationship with me. so I don't see my niece at all.
I think that is what is bothering...
My mom had a pacemaker put in Sunday.
It seems to be working well so far.
I thought she would be coming out of the hospital Monday or Tuesday.
She instead came home Sunday night.
I am hoping that...
My husband is looking for a new job.
Last night he received an e-mail from Epic.
Just a we have openings you might be interested in e-mail.
I can't really imagine living in Wisconsin if he were t...
A - age: 34
B - bed size: Queen
C - chore you hate: A tie between laundry and cat littler
D- Dogs I don't have a dog, but I would like one
E - essential start your day: Water or seltzer
F - ...
As soon as Easy Diary is up and running I will be jumping ship.
I don't like it here.
Open Diary felt like home, this place does not.
The more distance I get, the more I see just how screwed up our relationship was.
Thinking back things just weren't right between us for a long time.
And now with her not responding to my deletin...
It is coming up one year since my sister and I had that fight.
Things have not improved.
I have tried talking to her and inviting her over to talk and none of it works.
As of recently she hid he...
I am sad to see Open Diary will be no longer soon.
I mean that is over 13 years of my life.
I have downloaded my diary so at least there is that.
Change isn't always a bad thing.
I know that I haven't written in here lately.
My mom will be having a port put in for chemo on the 20th.
I feel like there is something she doesn't want to tell me.
Like she told me they were ...
My mom who was supposed to come home on Friday did not
She was supposed to come home on Saturday.
She was supposed to come home Sunday.
And she was supposed to come home today.
But she is not.
My mom is having surgery today.
I am hoping that it all turns out for the best.
My fingers are crossed really tightly.
Ever since I heard that she would need surgery I have been edge.
I have to accept that my sister has limitations.
I have limitations as well.
Our relationship has only deteriorated since that day in May.
No we are not fighting anymore, no we are not exchangi...
It is hard for me.
I have been at Open Diary since 2001.
I don't want the site to fall down or just collapse.
Through everything that has happened in the past 12 years, I have turned to that s...
I am having trouble writing at Open Diary.
I thought I would give this place a whirl.