It is coming up one year since my sister and I had that fight.
Things have not improved.
I have tried talking to her and inviting her over to talk and none of it works.
As of recently she hid her facebook updates from me and her friends list.
My mom goes on about how my sister has nobody and needs help.
And I have tried numerous times to help her and be there for her.
Only to be spit upon for it.
The few conversations we have had since May 2013 have been minor surface chatter.
And some will say well you only have one sister you have to make it work
And that keeps me up at night because I know it is true.
I can only get as close as she will let me.
I am not forcing anything anymore because she needs to be part of this as well.
I only embarrass her and she has made that obvious.
She has openly told me she blames me for the fact she got little attention when we were kids.
I want a sister that wants to be my sister.
And the truth is I just don't have the energy to devote to her.
Especially if she can't devote any time to helping me fix our relationship.