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The Fox is stressed, depressed and overwhelmed. His latest text read “Just feel beat up by everyone and everything.” He’s exhausted. He should be ready to retire and instead he is working hard...

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It’s summer. What a beautiful time of year. You can shed your clothing, your shoes and your bitterness and worship the sun for three short months. Everything smells good and you wake up to chir...

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As I mentioned before, I think the Fox had every intention of breaking things off with me when he came to talk face to face a few weeks ago. I could not stand the thought of losing him when push...

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For years I have not felt desire for my husband. I used to cringe each time he would want to have sex. It was usually about once a month, and I always complied. To be honest, I never felt any ki...

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I have made it a rule of my life to trust a man long after other people gave him up, but I don’t see how I can ever trust any human being again. -Ulysses S. Grant- I found that quote while looki...

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I am doing what I need to do to make the break from my marriage. I have a lot more figured out this time around. I realize fully everything I am giving up. I know that I will most likely struggl...

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I feel as if I’m withering away without sex. My husband made a fatal mistake. He does not seem to have complete erectile dysfunction, but something is definitely physically wrong with him. He w...

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So… I probably have attention deficit disorder, because my brain jumps around and sometimes the only way to calm it is to put the words on the page and somehow, that sorts it all out. My therapi...

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heading text After two weeks of letting the phone ring and not answering, I finally spoke to the fox. He sent a text saying he was stopping by where I work, and I immediately sent an angry text s...

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I’m sitting in the bathroom at the shop, alone. I don’t care that I’m alone. I relish time to myself. I am nervous though,because the townsfolk treat this place as if it is my home, and if someo...

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I haven’t kept a journal since open diary went down. I had six years worth of entries there. I miss that site like crazy and the friends I made there. I don’t have time to bring anyone up to sp...

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Being in a seven year affair is hard. It’s even harder when you’re far away from each other. But, I’d have to say it’s hardest when your lover is a manwhore. A smooth talking manwhore at that. F...

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It didn’t take me long to figure out the texting clusterfuck that destroyed our seven year relationship. It went down a little something like this: You, free of the house and out for your erran...

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My silver fox. In today’s tech savvy world, we have at our fingertips the ability to access anyone instantly. We call, and they pick up. Perhaps we can’t call, so we text, and thus begins a sile...

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