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…I’m over you. You text, I answer, the conversation dies to nothing. I see we are trying to be friends at least. I do miss our friendship, but you gotta take me slow. I don’t want to know if you...

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Well for the most part, me and Dirty Birdy are back on the road. I bought all the extra parts for breaks and tune up. I need to connect with my friend Dolla Bills. He said he wouldn’t charge me t...

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Well, we are women now but still… She’s been making the rounds in my newsfeed on Facebook. We went to school together for a while, from middle school to part of high school. She had this really l...

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My entire weekend was wasted because I was to be on standby… My uncle sent me a text earlier in the day to say that the van would not be ready just yet and to be on standby for Saturday afternoon...

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Okay so daughter and her GED and the next day I found out that my uncle had my cousin’s fiancée working on my car. He paid the $1600. I go pick up my Dirty Birdy today after work. I do however ha...

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Good news. Good news. My daughter somehow obtained her diploma/GED. I was laughing at this outcome only because my daughter and I both know that she didn’t complete BOTH GED programs she’d been i...

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I have a question. Not that anyone here can or will talk to me, but I just want to put this out there. When it comes to music, I am a lyricist. I am always looking for the story or the meaning be...

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…but I probably could have been a great one. That’s my problem. I am a person who doesn’t know how to encourage herself. Well, part of my problem. The other part is that I wasn’t guided toward an...

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I don’t hate everyone in my family. Just those who I lived with. And I don’t really hate them, but every time we are around each other, I feel like an outsider because I was always a victim. I wa...

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I dream of being held I miss the connection of skintimacy Not the way most people think of the word Intimacy I like to be held… but to be held feels foreign like the touch is uncomfortable But I ...

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Yeah. I think Tuesday night Karaoke will see me consistently. Last night was fun for it being just a handful of people there. As usual, the owner came through, sang a few songs and did a round of...

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Well, relatively speaking. Last night we went to the university’s library and had some personal time with the reference materials there for an assignment. At first I didn’t know what I was doing....

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This phrase is what is spoken sometimes after funerals or visitations. The last time I utter these words, I got a whole new asshole created for me by a bus driver. It was kind of funny but at the...

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Again, she wants too much from me. My daughter of course but this time was just a flat out no. She wanted me to co-sign for an apartment for her. She and her boyfriend are talking about moving in...

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On the way home yesterday, I had the worst thought about my mother passing away. Thoughts about her funeral and how I would be treated during the process. I don’t want anyone to die like ever. S...

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Another Him. I’ve had a lot of Him’s in my life. In my Facebook memories, He popped up. I knew he would because I know the things I posted when he was around. I saw his new profile picture. I was...

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School begins next week. This particular class, Methods of Legal Research and Writing will last all semester even though they’ve broken it down into two classes. I am unfamiliar with the main ca...

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So I went to karaoke last night. It was like a two person concert. It was fun. Talked to DJ and he apologized for his behavior on Saturday, stating that he was really drunk. I didn’t notice that ...

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Nothing can make you feel less wanted than the guy you think likes you says TO you, “I’m going to church and then bring a bottle of champagne to my ex’s house, my sons’ mother, and bring in the n...

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Well, I started to write an entry then I didn’t. Thursday, December 31, 2015: I was resigned to spend this evening with my son. His girlfriend said they would be going out to the country for NYE ...

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…just as I thought it would be, only more depressing. I cooked. My son opened his gifts. My daughter was a no call/no show. I probably would have been better off if my niece brought her abusive b...

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…I think I’m coming down with something. Maybe just laryngitis, but hopefully that’s as far as this goes. Trying not to talk so much. Don’t have my phone so no music to sing to. I think I may be ...

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There’s no bad blood between us, but there is a constant sparring of sorts. He’s so transparent I see through his jive ass like glass. Sings the same song ever since I met him, what he’s “trying”...

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This past weekend my sister and I debuted some meatballs. They were good, but missing something. Missing a few things. I like the sauce, but I like the sauce for something else. It was saucy, but...

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So I thought I had the problem licked with their music running through my head. Yesterday morning I actually didn’t have it in my mind and when I was watching the news, the tv traffic dude said, ...

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