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Liked It in Chapter 3 : The Single Life
So… I went to Lucies tonight… and we kissed more than once… and tomorrow she’s coming to mine… for a… ummm? Playdate??? Is that an inappropriate term? Well I prefer it to fuck buddy. EDIT 2018***...
Feelings in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, I’m alive. Just. I’ve been mega busy. Doing not a great deal. Tonight I cut. With a blade. It felt good. It made me feel more free. It helped me to release what’s going on in my head. Don’t j...
Sakes. in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, yes, as I live and breathe. Last night Elle turned up on the doorstep. Sigh. You know what happened. I’m a fucking idiot.
Urge in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, I’m really low today. I don’t know why. All I know is I want to cry. There are no more tears though. I’ve got the most desperate urge to cut. To run that cool blade over my wrist. To feel tha...
Decisions in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So the minute I wake up and my phone screams the message tone at me, with an already heavy heart I unwillingy picked it up, no need to look at the name, even you know what it read 1 message recei...
Chester in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So today, me and Kimmi went to Chester, it’s the furthest I ever drove, She has a VW Camper van and the suspension springs snapped, so we had to drive to her friends garage to get a new one. It’s...
Monday in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, Moday at last!! I went out last night, me & Elle went for tea, then to M’s (for the first time in ages) for a drink, then she asked me to invite Lucie and her ex down (and their mate, mor...
Long Night in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, Elle and I went for dinner. I think it was a mistake. Well of sorts. We got to talking about our mistakes and then she was saying how much it would hurt her to see me with someone else, I wo...
Dick Move in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
I slept with Elle on Saturday night. What the fuck is wrong with me? It shoudn’t have happened, but it did and it just felt right. It was like when we firat gor together all over again. It felt l...
Dear Elle, in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, I’ve been thinking, thinking about everything, and in all honesty, I’m upset, I’m disappointed and I’m bloody angry. Why? Because as I think back and I hear you tell me you love me and all th...
Home Sweet Yellow Home in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, it’s all done, everything has been moved (more or less), Elle is not a happy bunny and I have finally moved in to The Yellow House with my girls. I feel upset and sad, and sometimes a little ...
What Day? in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, HOPEFULLY I should know about The Yellow House by Monday. We both woke up early, I don’t know what time she was up but I got up at 7:10.am and went down stairs. We got to talking about what w...
Watch This Space in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, this morning I ended it. I went up to the estate agent and I put the application in. I’m just hoping that I pass the credit check. I just have this gut feeling that I won’t but I’m ignoring m...
The Yellow House in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, The Yellow House, I went to see it today, and it’s just as lovely as the pictures let me believe. There’s a cupboard between the kitchen and bathroom, just opposite the back door, where the w...
More in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, I’m the horrible person in all this. The row has carried over from last night to this morning because she wanted to take my bankcard so we could do the weekly transfer, I said to her but I wa...
Absorbent in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, I just told her that she’s part of the reason I’m so stressed, her reaction? She was great, she promised to change and wanted to know what it was she does so that she can help me get better…....
Fat Attack in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
I, Princess Pitbull, do solemnly swear, NEVER to buy a fitness workout DVD EVER again. I did half of 5 Step Fat Attack, and now I feel like I’m about to die. I’m hot, sweaty, knackered, and I don...
Office in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
I’m going after 4 though. Then she’ll get in before me. I am completley cream crackered folks. I’m going to ring her from the bus and be all like Baaaaaaaby can you meet me in town for pick me up...
Phukker in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So she started the row and I stayed as calm as I could whilst she wound herself right up shouting and getting aggressive, she’s pathetic and I told her so. Not nastily, I also told her that it wa...
Dusted in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So today I felt supershit. I got up and my throat hurt, I have ear-ache, headache, my eyes are sore and superdry, my sugars keep dipping no matter what I do, I felt dizzy etc. I told Elle when sh...
Hughie in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
I feel sick. I know why. Because I’ve been thinking about what I’ve eaten today. I feel like putting my fingers are down my throat. I also feel like if I was to be sick, that I honestly wouldn’t ...
Valentine in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, I had to work yesterday, yes on Valentines Day, I wasn’t that disappointed, relieved even. The roses I arranged to be delivered for Elle turned up whilst I was at work and are beautiful, alth...
Brat in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So I was unaware that brat had one E in it, let alone two. Earlier, I told Elle that I was sleepy yet again at a ridiculously early hour, her response? “Take me out and you’ll wake up.” Excuse me...
2 Steps Back in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So, today is the day she goes to see the counsellor, so hopefully we’ll get a bit further forward, just maybe,?however, I’m pretty prepared for her coming back a mess or her not going back even ...
Lesbian Bed Death in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era
So… Sunday night we had sex. Great sex. Mind blowing, split you open sex because it feels so right sex but orgasmless sex all the same.I think I’ve figured why. I think the original attraction ha...
