Jane Doe
“There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. . . . But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope.”
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Letting go in Suicide Diary
So it’s been awhile, not only since I’ve written but since I’ve done much of anything except break down, walk/lay around depressed, and well in general live life. I had a resurgence of old memori...
Chronic Pain is in for tonight in Suicide Diary
Dear physical pain, Go away. Sincerely Yours, -jane doe
Crazy in Suicide Diary
I’ve hit a brick wall. I’ve lost all my confidence and self worth, and here lately I’ve been going more than a little mad. I am loosing it emotionally I am failing at keeping cool, level headed,...
What if in Suicide Diary
I've been playing with the concept of what if. What if instead of letting myself spiral I found some way to push forward until I figured it out? What if instead of trying to fix or heal this pa...
Jealousy in Suicide Diary
I was never a jealous person. Once I was very self assured, but then life happened and men are idiots. So was I. Sighs Now I can't help it. I'm in a perfectly good relationship and he has to...
Rhythm in Suicide Diary
Rhythm it's what I think I am developing. A strong sense of doing what I need to as it needs to be done. Similar to the day before and the day before that. It's what if I am successful I will b...
Secret in Suicide Diary
I feel so awkward having this diary and technically hiding it from the people closest to me. It's not something I would ever do in a thousand life times but, I just don't think it would work oth...
Love Yourself like your life depends on it in Reading List
I've started reading a book called "Love yourself like your life depends on it." by Kamal Ravikant. I'll be honest I am NOT a self help reader. I am the first to believe the self help genre is...
Introduction in Suicide Diary
I have often been tired, given up, thought and planned my suicide. I have multiple reasons, a heaping of delusions, and ample excuses to do it. I have tittered on that razors edge of the carefu...
