Thelchtereia
I does what I do I don't need your approval.
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Some might think I’m crazy, others may think I put deeper though into things then I should and others find it interesting the way my mind works and whirls and and jump from one thing to another w...
Run away in If you want to get out alive
I hear it, that familiar calling of reckless behavior. That sense of standing at the bottom of a pool as it feels with waters and your loved ones watch as you stay stuck to the bottom, unaware wh...
In the end.... in If you want to get out alive
It doesn’t really matter… At the end of the rope… trying to see the good in a bad situation seems so cloudy. Its ok I’ll take all the blame I have no conscious so set your guilt free because you...
ALL I ever did was thank you for all you had done. Piled on with heartfelt emotion that were so intense that I was blinded by from all of the lies and manipulation. I knew i just didnt want to se...
Say You'll Haunt Me in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
I will forever be haunted with the memories of us. You and I tangled forever because our lust filled spirits are forever bound by the things we thought we could hide. We were alone in the dark n...
breaking and entering in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
You come and go and like a Strom. You just rush in and release a whirl wind in my soul. I don’t know the girl in the mirror anymore you stole her from me carried that soul away with you and with ...
Battle Born in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Everyday I fight a battle that I have been losing for along time. A battle in my own head and with my own body. There are days that I sit and sob and wish you were here to hug me so tight all the...
the balcony scene in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Like liquid fire you came and laid to rest everything I once knew. Your soul and your spirit are beautiful. Oh if only you could see the damsel in distress inside me was saved by you. My knight i...
samhain in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Marks a year since we began to fall apart and November was our first destruction to our beautiful game. The first afternoon you stood me up. The feeling of abandonment as everything shattered. w...
House of the rising sun. in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
We all gamble in life. with money, heath, love. We all make our own choices, yet many feel the the need to place blame but there are some of who except all guilt, innocent or not. There are those...
Caraphernelia in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
We are all just energy mass. I’ve covered this once be for but I think I want to dive right back into it. After all, all these rambling rambles are just the things in my head that I need to get o...
Walk Away in If you want to get out alive
Why can’t I close my eyes and walk away pretend that none of this was real? Why’d you make believe and hope and hold on to something that was dead in the beginning? I tried to tell you this wasn’...
Pain Killer in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
We are a passionate worlewind of cat and mouse. Why do we hold on so tight to something we know we can never have? Like a drug I’m addicted to this, this chase, the fall but I’ll never be the vi...
Riot in If you want to get out alive
Sometimes you feel so broken, so empty, so angry, like you’re a doormat and there’s nothing in the world that can change that. You get angry, you hurt, you feel all the emotions like foamy waves ...
Broken Glass in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Like the strongest glass ever made we all have our weak points. Our base shattered and we crumbled to the ground. Now here we are wallowing in the remainder of what was a broken relationship to b...
Distance in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Over three thousand miles away and you still give me butterflies and make my soul feel alive. There are days when I wish the alcohol I consume was more like a pesticide and would kill the love yo...
Birthday of Memories. in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Last year this day I will never forget. I put on my starry dress and did my hair and make up. I stood waiting for you to pull into my drive way on your lunch. I stood there with my hands clasped ...
You can't really be mad at someone for proving you right. It's just sad when you want so badly for them to prove you wrong. People fall in love and they can say forever all they want but forever ...
1 year in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
It's been one year come and gone since I set my eyes on that gorgeous body. What grace you had and that beautiful smile. When we locked eyes we knew a piece of us was going to die. But I loved yo...
Disasterology in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
I poisoned myself with an illusion. I don't know why, I guess I wanted it, I was begging for it. We built it brick by brick and we laid a foundation both of us clearly sucked into the same trap. ...
Why does love have to be so selfish? You give and you give and all they do is take, take, take. The morning whispers no worry it's a new day a new change a new world. And yet there you are stuck ...
Music and Emotion in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
He seduced me in my favorite way. Wrapped in a lyrical bliss and comforted my heart with the beat of "New Age". Music has more then just it's lyric meaning it has emotion tied into it. The sound ...
Sundays boring Sundays. in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Last year it was like clock work. Wake up Sunday morning shower, get dressed, throw on make up, clean my living room the best I could before 9 am when he'd show up on my doorstep. A day of holi...
A day of remembrance in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
Certain smells, red cars, words that someone else says, the way other people type, the smells of the seasons, standing in our place and waiting for no one to come are all the things that make me ...
Soul mates and Star stuff in Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!
I don't believe the one true love thing. I believe like stars we are spinning with the world collecting particles from the rest of the world to build our selves. I don't believe that one person h...
