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Let's create something beautiful and destroy it!

by Thelchtereia

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Some might think I’m crazy, others may think I put deeper though into things then I should and others find it interesting the way my mind works and whirls and and jump from one thing to another w...


ALL I ever did was thank you for all you had done. Piled on with heartfelt emotion that were so intense that I was blinded by from all of the lies and manipulation. I knew i just didnt want to se...


March 28, 2015

Say You'll Haunt Me

I will forever be haunted with the memories of us. You and I tangled forever because our lust filled spirits are forever bound by the things we thought we could hide. We were alone in the dark n...


January 05, 2015

breaking and entering

You come and go and like a Strom. You just rush in and release a whirl wind in my soul. I don’t know the girl in the mirror anymore you stole her from me carried that soul away with you and with ...


November 25, 2014

Battle Born

Everyday I fight a battle that I have been losing for along time. A battle in my own head and with my own body. There are days that I sit and sob and wish you were here to hug me so tight all the...


November 21, 2014

the balcony scene

Like liquid fire you came and laid to rest everything I once knew. Your soul and your spirit are beautiful. Oh if only you could see the damsel in distress inside me was saved by you. My knight i...


October 31, 2014

samhain

Marks a year since we began to fall apart and November was our first destruction to our beautiful game. The first afternoon you stood me up. The feeling of abandonment as everything shattered. w...


October 30, 2014

House of the rising sun.

We all gamble in life. with money, heath, love. We all make our own choices, yet many feel the the need to place blame but there are some of who except all guilt, innocent or not. There are those...


October 24, 2014

Caraphernelia

We are all just energy mass. I’ve covered this once be for but I think I want to dive right back into it. After all, all these rambling rambles are just the things in my head that I need to get o...


October 10, 2014

Pain Killer

We are a passionate worlewind of cat and mouse. Why do we hold on so tight to something we know we can never have? Like a drug I’m addicted to this, this chase, the fall but I’ll never be the vi...


September 10, 2014

Broken Glass

Like the strongest glass ever made we all have our weak points. Our base shattered and we crumbled to the ground. Now here we are wallowing in the remainder of what was a broken relationship to b...


June 29, 2014

Distance

Over three thousand miles away and you still give me butterflies and make my soul feel alive. There are days when I wish the alcohol I consume was more like a pesticide and would kill the love yo...


June 09, 2014

Birthday of Memories.

Last year this day I will never forget. I put on my starry dress and did my hair and make up. I stood waiting for you to pull into my drive way on your lunch. I stood there with my hands clasped ...


You can't really be mad at someone for proving you right. It's just sad when you want so badly for them to prove you wrong. People fall in love and they can say forever all they want but forever ...


May 06, 2014

1 year

It's been one year come and gone since I set my eyes on that gorgeous body. What grace you had and that beautiful smile. When we locked eyes we knew a piece of us was going to die. But I loved yo...


April 22, 2014

Disasterology

I poisoned myself with an illusion. I don't know why, I guess I wanted it, I was begging for it. We built it brick by brick and we laid a foundation both of us clearly sucked into the same trap. ...


Why does love have to be so selfish? You give and you give and all they do is take, take, take. The morning whispers no worry it's a new day a new change a new world. And yet there you are stuck ...


April 16, 2014

Music and Emotion

He seduced me in my favorite way. Wrapped in a lyrical bliss and comforted my heart with the beat of "New Age". Music has more then just it's lyric meaning it has emotion tied into it. The sound ...


April 13, 2014

Sundays boring Sundays.

Last year it was like clock work. Wake up Sunday morning shower, get dressed, throw on make up, clean my living room the best I could before 9 am when he'd show up on my doorstep. A day of holi...


April 09, 2014

A day of remembrance

Certain smells, red cars, words that someone else says, the way other people type, the smells of the seasons, standing in our place and waiting for no one to come are all the things that make me ...


April 06, 2014

Soul mates and Star stuff

I don't believe the one true love thing. I believe like stars we are spinning with the world collecting particles from the rest of the world to build our selves. I don't believe that one person h...


There's what we lust for which is what we want and then there's what we love which is what we need. So in order to have love one must also have lust. Because you want love because you need the lu...


March 30, 2014

We, Us, Him and I part I

We were doomed to fail but damned if we try. We'll hold on so tight like the ever lasting light. The love it is ours, it's what we've become, I wont let him go you can't make me I wont. The fee...


Book Description

Crazy ramblings of heartbreak and love. Don’t get confused, don’t stray behind, you may get confused but you can’t see through my eye. The wondering wandering me.