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Guess I should update or something. I’m paralyzed with fear. Tomorrow is the day I have to give my resignation at current job. I should be used to this. I had to do it a little over three ye...

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So, to take my mind off of things to come, I went for a walk today. Here’s a bit of what I saw: First and foremost, my favorite snow boots! I got these last January when I went to the Sundan...

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Well, here’s something that will illustrate just how much I beat myself up: I got the job offer. Speakerphone Man will not be my boss, but I will have to deal with him occasionally. They wa...

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Sure. I think he could be gay. I guess I was thrown off the gay scent with all of his talk about girls and the mile high club and the flirty, flirty complements. Hell, we even wrestled in the...

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Crap. There goes the job at my old company. There’s been a lot of shifting and shuffling of positions there, so one of the main players I’d be working with wanted to interview me over the phon...

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I’m one lucky dumbass. When I got to work this morning, someone had left a message on my voice mail telling me that they’d found my little case with ALL my stuff in it in a cab that they took o...

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Someone called me fickle today. I guess I spouted too much on Friday when I was at a work function about NYF (with a colleague who met him in New York) about not being too thrilled about what w...

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Well eff me. I cannot even begin to believe how stupid I am. I LOST my little case that has ALL my credit cards, my driver’s license, my effing SOCIAL SECURITY CARD, etc. etc. etc. I know i...

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I think I’ve decided that flings are NOT that much fun after all. At least this one isn’t. I just feel weird about the whole New York Fling thing. I’m not exactly sure why. Maybe it’s becau...

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I am working. Watching a consumer focus group online as I write this. Supposed to last until 10:00 tonight. Ugh. Tomorrow I fly to Atlanta first thing (4am wake-up call) so that I can sit th...

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I’m more than halfway there! 51. I am a big fan of the chicken cutlet-type inserts that slip inside the bra to make the boobage look bigger. But I’ve had not one, but two incidents that have ...

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I’m back from my Thanksgiving trip already! I left on Monday morning, and made my way back yesterday. It was a quiet, laid back time, and I though I really didn’t accomplish anything (was I su...

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Good Saturday morning. I’m scrubbed, showered, and café-au-laid. Next, I’m off to do the digits (new nail polish from the Target), the hairs, and wander around the farmer’s market before the ...

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Okay. I’m at 50, and I think a little break is needed after this. 41. I am a procrastinator’s procrastinator. In my current position at work, I’m normally hot and heavy in the middle of a pr...

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10 more before I hit the hay… 31. It SNOWED today! I don’t love winter. I don’t hate it, but…what happened to autumn?! We redheads need the fall season! We spend the whole year just waitin...

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21. I am a very nervous flyer. I thought I’d get better when I started flying all the time for work, but if anything, I think I’ve gotten worse. I hate to let it show—especially in front of w...

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At the rate I’m going, this will take forever… 11. I still feel the presence of my grandmother on my mom’s side. I don’t know why. We weren’t particularly close when she was alive, but we di...

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I talked with LDL on the phone last night, and he’s growing impatient and grouchy. I can see it from his side, because I’ve been toying around with the idea of moving out there for years now (s...

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I’m stealing this format from smiling jack chance. I’m breaking it down into even smaller bite-sized chunks because…well, I just want to. If you’re lucky (and patient), I’ll come back from tim...

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LDL is still working on getting me to move to San Francisco without a job prospect. It’s really, really tempting when he sweet talks me like that. But you know good and well that I’m such a ra...

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(1) Visiting the man I once desperately, heart-wrenchingly loved with every fiber of my being (only to have him stomp on my heart and shred my hopes into a million tiny pieces. Yet after 5 yea...

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So much for writing a lot more. But I can say that I had an okay weekend. Starting with getting good and dee-runk on Friday evening, and ending with more unpacking joy. When does the fun ever ...

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No. Not The ‘Hammer. I’ve noticed that I tend to write more frequently right before I make a big change in my life. I want to let stuff gush out of me. It feels so comforting to get these wor...

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Um yeah. It’s true. The Jackhammer doesn’t necessarily want to work with me, he wants to work on me (duh). We’d gotten quite tipsy on Sunday evening, and I promised to go over there last nigh...

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Okay, okay, okay!! No more of The Jackhammer. I just needed to prove to myself that I wasn’t missing out of a fantastic opportunity and a new-found life in the movie and television industry (y...

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