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Made it to Los Angeles a couple of hours before Ms. Big Boss, so I thought I’d try and stick an entry in here (before she gets here and we start drinking ourselves blind). Let’s see… I’ve fina...

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It’s Friday. You know what that means? Yes, we can wear jeans to the office. I haven’t been in the office for several Fridays now, so I was excited to be able to sport my sassy new SKINNY jea...

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Finally. Finally got the courage Wednesday night to call LDL and have a heart-to-heart about getting some sense of closure. We’d actually gone back and forth over e-mail about the possibility ...

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I was running late for work yesterday morning, and I know he leaves about 15 minutes after I do, so it shouldn’t have been such a surprise to see his door open at the exact same time I opened mi...

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Back in the USA. Almost dead, but I made it. I’d like to say that I didn’t take any more Ambien on this trip, but I took one on the plane ride home because I was desperate for some sleep. Thi...

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Dear God, Please let me make it home from this trip. Please. I promise not to take any more Chambien (Champagne + Ambien = very horrible chemical reaction that causes diahrrea of the mouth an...

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Let’s see if I can sneak one more in before I leave again. Work’s mysteriously unblocked OD for the time being. So, let’s do a Love Life Update, shall we? This shouldn’t take long. Elevato...

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Home again, and I’m so happy. My feet are swollen from the sunburn and they look like angry little chihuahuas, so I’ve decided to stay in today and not try to run a million errands. Plus, it’s...

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Remember Spring Break?! If you look closely, you can see the gulf in my sunglasses! Oh man, I’m old. My tootsies are burned to a crisp. I’ve just spent three days and two nights headquartere...

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Not much time to write, but I want to get an entry in before I leave again. Guess what? My company blocked OD!!! So I slyly back-doored my way in through FOD, but I’m sure that’s not going ...

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For those who think that whirlwind global travel for work sounds like a dream, I’m going to give it to you like this: I’m currently sitting in a hotel room, bleary-eyed and on the verge of tear...

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Goede morgen! In Amsterdam right now…just had breakfast with a guy I was dared into meeting yesterday. Where does the gumption come from? I mean, do you realize that I got bad marks early on ...

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“Breakfast” from yesterday’s entry means just that–we met for 8:15am breakfast before his 9:00am business meeting. I certainly hope that I didn’t imply that I met him the day before and hung wi...

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Last night I laid my feelings on the table. Don’t ask me why, but I told AtH that I was interested in him in more than a neighborly way. He was kind with my feelings, but was also straight wit...

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Happy Thursday. I gave up smokes for Lent—after I smoked about ¾ of a borrowed pack on Fat Tuesday in front of AtH while he watched me, horrified. And then he drove me home because I was too...

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News from Across the Hall So, the frenzy about my crush on the guy across the hall (AtH) has gotten quite ridiculous. Need to learn to keep my big mouth shut. There have been no fewer than f...

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Traveling with my new teams this week. Been strictly business, which is boring, I know, but necessary when you’re just starting to work with new people. Of course, I met someone at the airpo...

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I don’t know how this could possibly be, but I’ve seen AtH all weekend. Like, we keep just bumping into each other at such coincidental times. I went to dinner with my friend Tiff, her hubby...

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So. I sent AtH an apologetic text that went unanswered. Maybe he doesn’t get texts. I’m kind of hoping so because (of course!) I ran into him in the lobby of the building as I was getting hom...

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Notice: Haters, I’m already bracing, so give it to me. Yes kids, we all knew it was bound to happen sooner or later, so I guess it’s good to just get it ALLLL out of the way, right? Should ha...

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I don’t really have an intro here. I’ll just let the report speak for itself. Enjoy—I know I did!! Rate-A-Date #52,453 Name: Let’s call him AtH, for Across the Hall Age: No earthly. The s...

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Damn Google. Just found AtH’s wedding photos from a high-society magazine website. Fuck. Married only two years ago, so they must’ve been together a long time before that (10 year-old kid)....

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My next door neighbor occasionally raps on my windowpane for some reason and it scares the shit out of me. I still haven’t met him yet, but I’ve heard his lover yelp a few more times. I was t...

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My advisors tell me not to blow this one. After all, my date just happens to be the guy who lives across the hall. One wrong move could be dangerous because I have to live with this guy in ver...

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Sometimes, you know, my entries are like affirmations to myself. I tell myself I have it made. I tell myself I have the life. I paint the rosy picture(well, the times when I’m not portraying ...

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