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Stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
I made absolutely no money at all today. I sat in my car waiting for a really long time and then I got my .99 coffee and came home. I got a cash advance on my credit card. Stupid, yeah I know. W...
It's getting real. in Since OD is shutting down....
So we’ve been packing and cleaning. I’ve called my dr and I’m going to get all my medications before we leave. It’s been another day of not making any money and I used my credit card to buy food...
Mi Vida Loca in Since OD is shutting down....
. It’s been a while few days. Our hot water stopped working like a week ago. We’ve been boiling water to take baths and wash up. I am so fucking sick of this place I could seriously scream. I...
No money. in Since OD is shutting down....
I woke up late, took kid to school and then tried to make money. I made $15 and that was it. I do have enough for my car payment but it’s coming out of my account. I still need my car insurance,...
Ugh. in Since OD is shutting down....
We had our rummage sale over the weekend. I am sunburnt and just couldn’t get out of bed this morning. I’ve been running around printing out applications for rentals and throwing shit away. I ju...
Another day of shit. in Since OD is shutting down....
I set out this morning to make some money, ya know, to survive on. It was fucking dead. I got groceries and came home. They already have our place for rent and we desperately need to find someth...
Ugh. in Since OD is shutting down....
Yesterday was alright. I didn’t make like any money at all. I’ve been busy throwing shit away and cleaning. I got rid of the grill last night and this morning we took the outside table and trash...
The stress has started. in Since OD is shutting down....
It was a really awesome birthday weekend for my daughter. We had so much fun. We did the arcade thing, spent time outside at a fun park, then picked up her cake on Saturday. My Mom came for cake...
Quick note. in Since OD is shutting down....
I worked 13 hours on Thursday. It was a great day. I was going to pay my phone bill with my earned money but I was so tired and put it on the wrong card. I was gonna replace it in my account but...
Good day in Since OD is shutting down....
I manage to make $95 in about an hour and a half. I paid my car note. I paid extra since I missed last week. I’m paid up until August but I’m just used to paying every week so I stay caught up. ...
Good day. in Since OD is shutting down....
We sold a ladder holder thing for $150. I told him we gotta start getting serious about getting everything gone. We went to a place my daughter has been begging me to go since last Summer, We go...
Life. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I worked for awhile last night. I met up with the boyfriend and kid at the park afterwards. I worked some this morning too. I still didn’t have a lot of money and as I was driving, I was deci...
Finally Friday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I made almost $200 today. I spent $20 on gas and something else. I don’t remember what. It’s been a long ass day, it wasn’t staying steady, and super hot. I’m really tired and stressed about mo...
Almost 6am. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been up for quite a while. Long before my alarm. I think I’m still feeling the euphoria from yesterday. I seriously feel a brand new lease on life. It’s the best feeling in the world to not...
Just a couple thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
My boyfriend is sleeping and daughter has the Tv timer set so she’ll be going to bed soon. My boyfriend told me earlier while dinner was on the grill that he felt he wasn’t supportive enough bec...
Court. in Since OD is shutting down....
So, I stopped responding to his messages yesterday. He wanted to meet up before court. Probably because he needed a ride. He messaged several times this morning where I didn’t respond because I ...
I need good thoughts guys. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a rough few days. I have a killer headache and stomachache that just won’t quit. I can’t focus at all, I’m sunburnt and just overall peaked at anxiety. I have ADHD but lately it’s like...
Ugh. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am honestly so fucking glad that the weekend is over. All I did was do what everyone else wanted. My daughter I spent hours waiting around to hear from her Dad. I had him and the new girlfrien...
BD is useless. in Since OD is shutting down....
You guys. I applaud every woman in the world that deals with the bullshit I do. I seriously don’t know how to navigate co-parenting with a fucking idiot. Okay so yesterday he wanted her but arou...
Ya'll keep me going. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am overwhelmed by all the love I have received writing about my life. I appreciate every single one of you and I feel very humbled that so many people see me as strength. I definitely do what ...
I'm leaving. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so the weekend went awry. Saturday he was an asshole all day long. Sunday rolls around and he’s still being an asshole. I think his daughter set it off by saying she’d been replaced. He sha...
Yep. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I just saved the latest entry. I didn’t finish it but I have new things to talk about. I worked 12 hours yesterday and made a decent amount of money. I still have some but it’s going to bills...
Yep. in Since OD is shutting down....
So it’s been a crazy few days. Yesterday my daughter and boyfriend went to a movie and I worked about 5 hours and made over $100. It’s for my car note. I didn’t work at all today because I was j...
A friend died, custody, stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
I made pretty good money yesterday and I have made nothing today. I don’t even have money to buy dinner and will probably have to use my credit card. I am going further in debt all the time beca...
Burnt out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m taking the day off. The last couple of days have been absolutely horrible and I need a day. I have been applying to numerous jobs online and I have even thought about becoming a pharmacy tec...
