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She’s going to be a fucking doctor.. of course she is.. no wonder he’s more drawn to her, she has her shit together has her own house and blah blah blah.. I’m working on it. I didn’t expect my pa...

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He calls her babe… our situation isn’t sustainable.. . It makes me sick. I’ve given so much to this man. Given up so much for this man.. and he has shown me over and over again that it’s never go...

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I’m not sure why I love so hard. I’m not sure why it’s so hard to love me. I’m a poly pansexual switch and yet I find myself void of actual partners. I have 3 situationships.. ones married the o...

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I beg of thee to take the pain that is within my heart so that I may be rid of it. I beg of thee to quiet my thoughts and allow me a moments rest. Take my burdens even if only for a moment so tha...

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So I finally told her that im not happy and I told her that im having trouble seeing past all of the outbursts. She reacted as i thought she would. She baasically.told.me.i needed to stop focusin...

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Im going to start documenting things that my wife says and does. Maybe im just reading into things and maybe im being overly sensitive. There were two events recently but I cant remember every de...

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I dont know what to do anymore. Do I keep trying do I give up? My wife is seemingly never happy. Im trying so hard to be what she wants me to be. What I need to be I guess.. but like is that real...

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So shes sleeping now.. my wife asked me earlier for permission to play with her ex. I said yes.. I meant no.. but I said yes.. but why?.. because they own me.. because I will do anything to make ...

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I’ve been neglecting my journalling both public and private. I guess writing down my.inner most thoughts and feelings makes them so real.. I often times would rather live in my fantasy I guess.....

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My wife and I have been given the opportunity to adopt a baby!.. we wanted to grow our family and now we are.. We are meeting with our baby mom tomorrow! We get to see our little peanut. We dont ...

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For the first time in seemingly forever my wife and I actually spent time together. We had our girls and things were mostly wonderful. We went to my mother in laws house to decorate christmas coo...

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So I get to keep my emotional support dog as well, but my cats are leaving soon. I’m angry about it but there is nothing I can do. My mind wont quit. There is so much negativity right now and it’...

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My life is a whirlwind of emotions. I haven’t been here in so long but I’m not sure where else to go or what else to do.. when last I wrote I had a follower who was not who they said they were.. ...

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