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A plea to the universe
I beg of thee to take the pain that is within my heart so that I may be rid of it. I beg of thee to quiet my thoughts and allow me a moments rest. Take my burdens even if only for a moment so tha...
A letter
So I finally told her that im not happy and I told her that im having trouble seeing past all of the outbursts. She reacted as i thought she would. She baasically.told.me.i needed to stop focusin...
Should i stay or should i go
Im going to start documenting things that my wife says and does. Maybe im just reading into things and maybe im being overly sensitive. There were two events recently but I cant remember every de...
When to quit?
I dont know what to do anymore. Do I keep trying do I give up? My wife is seemingly never happy. Im trying so hard to be what she wants me to be. What I need to be I guess.. but like is that real...
Premission continued
So shes sleeping now.. my wife asked me earlier for permission to play with her ex. I said yes.. I meant no.. but I said yes.. but why?.. because they own me.. because I will do anything to make ...
Permission
I’ve been neglecting my journalling both public and private. I guess writing down my.inner most thoughts and feelings makes them so real.. I often times would rather live in my fantasy I guess.....
Oh Baby!
My wife and I have been given the opportunity to adopt a baby!.. we wanted to grow our family and now we are.. We are meeting with our baby mom tomorrow! We get to see our little peanut. We dont ...
Awkward attraction
For the first time in seemingly forever my wife and I actually spent time together. We had our girls and things were mostly wonderful. We went to my mother in laws house to decorate christmas coo...
Disturbed
So I get to keep my emotional support dog as well, but my cats are leaving soon. I’m angry about it but there is nothing I can do. My mind wont quit. There is so much negativity right now and it’...
Big changes
My life is a whirlwind of emotions. I haven’t been here in so long but I’m not sure where else to go or what else to do.. when last I wrote I had a follower who was not who they said they were.. ...
