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So I am currently fighting with my husband's younger brother Andrew. Andrew and his twin brother Daniel have always been a little...off. I think they have Aspberger's Syndrome. Nothing has ever b...


I have been reading old diary entries pretty frequently lately and have been nostalgic. I miss my college friends; I never see anyone any more. Erin and Lauren and I have been texting pretty freq...


February 14, 2014

Failed IUI in Inside My Head

So the IUI failed as expected. I've taken pregnancy tests for the past four days, all negative. I'm disappointed and pissed off that I'm disappointed because I expected it to fail. A success rate...


February 14, 2014

Driving Disaster in Inside My Head

I have been working night shifts for the past three weeks and Wednesday was supposed to be my last one. I knew a snow storm was coming, but I hoped that I would still be able to drive through it....


February 05, 2014

First IUI in Inside My Head

I had my first IUI February 1st. I went to write about it, but found out Open Diary was going under, and have spent the past several days transferring hundreds of entries. Anyway, I do not believ...


So it has taken me at least twelve hours to copy, edit, and paste over four hundred journal entries from Open diary to Prosebox. I guess I'm lucky because I had randomly signed onto Open Diary an...


Fertility Drugs and Family Dysfunction 1/20/2014 So I started Clomid a few days ago. It sucks that it has come to this. I have to take drugs in order to try to hav...


12/31/2013 For the last day of 2013 I will spend it getting up relatively late, cooking delicious snacks for tonight, and booking a mini vacation to Philadelphia for Michael’s birthday. If we bri...


Prior Mistakes and Current Punishments 12/21/2013 I had my follow up appointment with my doctor and his physician assistant. The good news is that my incisions are healing w...


Surgery Because I Was Bit By The Baby Bug 12/12/2013 Michael and I ended up not speaking to each other for several days. I now have the login information for both...


February 05, 2014

Stay or Go? in Inside My Head

Stay or Go? 11/17/2013 I spent the majority of my day off in my car studying or napping. Its not how I envisioned my Sunday. It started off w...


Unfairness About Infertility 11/9/2013 First off, and completely unrelated, I went to this website called Prose box.com. I heard it was the new improved...


February 05, 2014

Infertility in Inside My Head

Infertility 10/31/2013 Finally, I am determined to sit down and write an entry. Michael and I married August...


February 05, 2014

Back in Inside My Head

Back 6/21/2013 I can't believe Free Open Diary didn't deactivate this. I'm glad they didn't I just sort of expected them too. I can't believe its been t...


February 05, 2014

Hm. Still Here in Inside My Head

Hm. Still Here 12/12/2010 I'm at work right now on a night shift and bored. Can't sleep, which sucks because it's a quiet night and I probably could...


February 05, 2014

Coming Back to OD in Inside My Head

Coming Back to OD 12/16/2009 I haven't written in a long time because I wasn't sure quite what to write. I feel as if I have no reason to complain b...


February 05, 2014

No More. in Inside My Head

No More. 6/13/2008 I'm a disgusting person and I deserve whatever I get. I know that. It still hurts regardless. Every man...


February 05, 2014

More Back-Stabbing in Inside My Head

More Back-Stabbing 5/9/2008 On April 18-19 I slept with Diya. It certainly wasn't planned. To tell you the truth, nothing about this relationship has bee...


February 05, 2014

Changing..... in Inside My Head

Changing..... 4/27/2008 So I came over to D's house that night (Friday, April 11) for dinner. He's actually incredible at making steak. Unfortunately, that's al...


February 05, 2014

Rotations in Inside My Head

Rotations 4/20/2008 So I began rotations September 4, 2007. They didn’t start well. My family practice rotation was with a doctor who liked to make his ...


Disgusted with Myself 4/20/2008 So I know I haven’t written in a long time, but I really meant to. It’s like every time I sat down and had a...


February 05, 2014

Cheater in Inside My Head

Cheater 4/20/2008 I officially have no morals.


February 05, 2014

Still Here? in Inside My Head

Still Here? 12/2/2007 Just making sure this thing is still open. During my winter break I really need to start writing actual entries....


February 05, 2014

Wow in Inside My Head

Wow 7/15/2007 Surprised my diary is still here....I should write in it more but I don't have the time. PA school is a lot like pledging....


February 05, 2014

Welcome to 2007 in Inside My Head

Welcome to 2007 2/1/2007 The beginning of 2007 has gotten off to a terrible start. It began with me sitting home and studying since I had ...


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