kiduse2dream
I have always been a dreamer. I dreamed I would get to star in a sitcom. I dreamed I'd be in a movie. I dreamed I could play stadiums to a sell out crowd. I tried to take opportunities but they were always just out of reach. What I have left is to write about what never was.
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No part 2 in The Kid Used To Dream
I give up
The Cruise in The Kid Used To Dream
I managed to leave for Florida a whole day prior to the beginning of the ice age. I drove to Gainesville FL and stayed for 2 days. I think I would assimilate well into a college town. There’s a ...
My social skills need work in The Kid Used To Dream
I settled into a hotel here in Tampa. My boat leaves tomorrow. I had to go to the lobby and print some bag tags. I began taking to the girl that helped me. She was asking about my flight and I e...
What to do ... in The Kid Used To Dream
I am supposed to be on a Cruise Ship Monday. I had …HAD an airline ticket to arrive on the coast Sunday. I would have been leaving from a South Eastern US airport on Sunday as well. The airline ...
This is How I Feel About It in The Kid Used To Dream
I was reading an entry about a person they met who was forward about their Christianity. The formed a relationship and then one day the person yanked an emotional rug from underneath them. I tr...
Did Something in The Kid Used To Dream
Step dad called and asked if I would climb up on his house and remove the leaves and limbs. I told him to call the oldest grandson - he’s around 25 or so… All I get back is - well, I don’t want ...
It's most definitely me in The Kid Used To Dream
It’s probably exhausting for someone who is extremely serious about everything to be around me. I don’t subscribe that everything that happens is a 5 alarm fire. I know some folks like that. If ...
Happy New Year in The Kid Used To Dream
I did nothing.. I stayed home .. I played my guitar to an audience of one rescue hound dog and one Australian Shepherd. They loved it!! Lonely doesn’t bother me anymore… Liberating!!
Created my own tradition in The Kid Used To Dream
Since it doesn’t seem like my mom is interested in her biological kids as much as she is her new 30 year old stepson - I decided to create my own tradition. So, for Christmas Eve, myself and a...
Getting this one off my chest in The Kid Used To Dream
My mom planned our Christmas dinner with my sisters and the grands for tonight. It was originally for 3pm but she moved it. One of my nephews had to work so it was only right to move it down so ...
Bahhh wait a minute! in The Kid Used To Dream
A month ago I was all excited about Christmas. There have been years in my past when I hated the idea, hated the music and just plain wanted the day to come and go. A month ago I set XM to Chr...
Lemony Snicket's in The Kid Used To Dream
Didn’t get to leave home at 3pm on Thursday like I wanted. My ride or die companion kept working until 7. My 3 hour drive to Nashville put me at the hotel at midnight after I stopped for a bathr...
A LOT of Traveling this Weekend in The Kid Used To Dream
I leave tomorrow for W Virginia to be on a movie set for a cheesy comedy Christmas movie that’ll be out next year. I fly back to Nashville for a music video shoot and then back home on Wednesday...
Humbled, frustrated but content in The Kid Used To Dream
Seems like an odd title. I am humbled by the people that I have in my life. Not family but close acquaintances that seem to enjoy my company more than my family. My mom came to my place the ot...
Tomorrow - another year older in The Kid Used To Dream
I am going to spend the day at home. I have some work to finish up with and hopefully I can finish it. Gonna catch some rivalry ballgames and spend the day with some close family. I got to see...
I did it already knowing in The Kid Used To Dream
She asked me to walk into the store and get some spices for the cornbread dressing. It’s the day before Thanksgiving… But… I did it and didn’t say a word. I already knew there would be none....
I'm learning more and more in The Kid Used To Dream
There’s someone that I am madly in love with and have been for a long time. I’m steadily learning that our love languages are so different that when we reach emotional emptiness we crash and cla...
Times are weird in The Kid Used To Dream
So, my little squabble has had me down. I’ve been upset at myself and all but avoiding the other person since it happened. This afternoon I had no choice but spend some time with them and have a...
Just not my week in The Kid Used To Dream
I was uncharacteristically mean to someone yesterday. I was emotionally exhausted after the weekend gigs and volunteer basketball practice. They were acting so manipulative and conniving and I s...
May Skip the Festivities in The Kid Used To Dream
I saw a very close relative in the store the other day. I haven’t been able to see them in about 3 months. When I’m available I would text and they would always have something else they were doi...
I knew better in The Kid Used To Dream
I have a cousin that is getting married soon. They hit me up to handle some of their music. I wanted to help out so I agreed. Then, they wanted to sing a song to their husband and asked if I cou...
Awkward moment turned to blessing in The Kid Used To Dream
One of the booking managers I use booked me at a church last Sunday morning. I show up and another artist was there setting up their gear. Turns out, my booking manager didn’t confirm the date a...
Well, I didn't win but .. in The Kid Used To Dream
I got to meet a bunch of fellow independent artists. Some really interesting and super talented people out here making music because they love music. I have been so blessed to be what I do and...
Uh oh... in The Kid Used To Dream
I’m sitting here at the hotel watering hole. I may have indulged in one too many… Oops
This close in The Kid Used To Dream
I’m so close to firing an assistant. They won’t listen. Then when I try to explain they make excuses. They twist what I say and make me sound like I’m being mean to them when all I want is for t...
