Timmy™ ⋅ 42 ⋅
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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The Final Countdown. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Somehow seems more real than a simple screenshot. 4594 entries. 43561 notes. Gone. All gone. Perhaps there is no solid ground to fall back on, only things that stay with us for a time, only...
Snow Day. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I love cuddling. All those years I spent feeling like something was missing in my life, maybe, just maybe, I needed cuddles. Ha ha, good thing I wasn't into vodka then, even if I used to keep v...
My Internet Best Friend. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I find it fascinating what a small community this is. Despite the fact that there are still plenty of people I don't know, and I would assume don't know me either, there's still this common heri...
Okay. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Speaking of vodka, I made it a week without drinking for the first time in.. well, frankly, I can't remember. Two things have made the difference. One, marking on my calendar when I'm drinking...
Farewell, Bang Bang Bruce. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
It's like learning a dying family member is about to pass away, and trying only to remember the good times. I actually tried to write this on OD, but predictably, the site timed out. So, much l...
Keep running. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Hung out with Caty tonight. I wasn't even nervous, it was more morbid curiosity how hanging out with her would go. I met her through Elissa, which means, if these hang-outs continue, I will hav...
Pictorial Extras. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So in the process of organizing my yearly pictorial, I had a fuck-ton of pictures that were up for consideration, but did not make the final cut. And the vast majority of these I've never posted...
TimmyYear In Review 2013. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
January 2, 2013 Kira and T`Pol on my lap. January 23, 2013 February 4, 2013 First days in our new apartment. February 11, 2013 February 20, 2013 March 1, 2013 ...
I feel pretty. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Sleep. in The Napkin.
But seriously, I think I'd be a lot more content if i remembered to get more sleep on a regular basis. Sleep, exercise, and regular masturbation. And maybe blocks of cheese. Blocks of cheese m...
Non-sequitor. in The Napkin.
Mostly for me, this isn't important. Things to do today: Eat breakfast. Head to the gym. Pay rent. Get oil changed. Sell books. If time permits: Clean bathroom. Take out trash. Masturbate furio...
A clean flat is a happy flat. in The Napkin.
I did some cleaning yesterday. Like. Seven hours straight of cleaning. I feel like a LOT of my anxiety has been lifted. I swear, I knew part of the reason I've been so off is because of all t...
Yo, Gurt. in The Napkin.
And then I think "Oh, I'll just eat less to save money." And then I realize, "Holy crap, I'm hungry." It was a joke when I was a kid/teenager. I'd just go all day without eating, it would be o...
Yay! in The Napkin.
...I woke up feeling hopeful for today. My god. I WOKE UP FEELING OKAY. My god, I've been so crippled with anxiety and depression and just all this terrible shit in my head. To feel okay is a...
The Babenators. in The Napkin.
It skips my mind how much I love my cats. I mean, it's obvious, right there in front of me, and I will straight-up tell you. They're always there first thing when I get home, usually T'Pol sitt...
Content. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Today was.. content. Yesterday was one long panic attack culminating with a midterm. I mean, sure, I could have just studied for the damn thing, but I couldn't. I tried. I tried for three da...
Why Sexting is Not Morally Wrong. in The Napkin.
I just thought of a scathing counterexample as to why sexting is not morally wrong nor could be constituted cheating by any reasonable person. Let us suppose sexting is wrong because it constitu...
Girls. in The Napkin.
I like girls. I like mexican food. I like vodka. I also like your mom. I'm sure she's a nice lady.
Showers, jails, and cheese. in The Napkin.
That moment in the shower after working out where you can just feel all the stink and dirt rinsing off yourself. You soak it in, just kind of standing there motionless, feeling the water run ove...
Poop. in The Napkin.
There's just nothing quite like the moment in the morning when you realize, "Welp, it's time for a nice satisfying poop!" Don't deny you don't love pooping. If we didn't poop, we'd be full of s...
My little stroll to Mordor. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
It's like all the volume is turned down. I used to be able to walk into a crowded room and sense everything, feel everything. Let my ears reach out and hear each individual part of a conversati...
Ninja Vegetables. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I woke up kind of groggy this morning. 8:30? Seemed reasonable time to get up, given that I went to bed around 1 AM. My bad. The cats were stirring, though I'm good at ignoring them. Except ...
Our Story So Far. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
For a dozen years, I have been Timmy™ on Open Diary. (Okay, nevermind that phase where I kept changing my name to dick with everyone.) It was home. But much like an old friend, it feels like o...
