Melanin Monroe. ⋅
If you won't judge my du-rag, I won't judge your red flag.
Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a butterfly.
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Heartbroken. in 2018!
I just don’t have words.
My cousin passed this morning.
*blank stare* in Quiet people have the loudest minds.
My baby brother. Oh, that boy. My first true love. Well, he’s not a baby anymore. He’s 21, will be 22 near the end of the month. He’s enlisting. Swearing in on Thursday. Got his assignments–Ft....
Ask me anything/pic request. in 2018!
Well, so much has happened that I don’t remember if I actually wrote everything out, and things are going well for me so I don’t want to look at my past entries right now just in case I get trigg...
Sometimes, I’m ok. But today, I would like to swallow all my pills. Not gonna do it, but I want to.
I need a break. in 2018!
I was using my dad’s car, because mine was repossessed. Now, I’m sitting in my program, about to go to lunch. His car isn’t there anymore. It’s been repossessed.
Sorry for the previous entry! I wasn’t finished with it all the way. Turns out, my phone was hacked. I knew something seemed different. I googled the things that were happening, and confirmed th...
Speechless. in 2018!
I had major surgery in November 2016. My beloved Grandma passed the very next month. I was hospitalized last summer. My Nanny passed in October. That’s when I was sure that my Grandma’s death w...
Life is hard. That’s why I just spend most of the month in 2 hospitals. My 5 year old cousin had (unexpected) brain surgery My car got repossessed, and I have no idea how I’ll e getting around I...
After 9 days in a mental institution... in 2018!
I no longer want to die.
I’m bout to be extracted from my room and forced to go back to the hospital. Shit.
All I want, is what I fucking deserve. Someone to listen. To believe me. To tell me I didn’t deserve all the abuse I suffered. To tell me I deserve better. To tell me I’m worth it. And YOU wan...
The entry I didn’t think I’d make. in 2018!
I’m here. Alive. Somewhat stable after 5 nights in the hospital. Should have stayed longer. New medicine is expensive, over 1,000.
The last one. in 2018!
I’m on my way to the hospital. Doesn’t matter. I’m killing myself as soon as I’m released. Can no longer do this.
In the case of radio silence from me... in 2018!
It might be time to go back to the hospital. I’m in total anguish over this. Lord, I need your help.
When you stumble upon a secret. in 2018!
Last Friday, I was in the living room with my mom and the baby. Mom went to sleep, then baby followed suit. My phone was charging, so I played on my Mom’s iPad. She had incognito mode on, so al...
About 2 months go, my friend came to me, upset. Her group of friends, seemingly out-of-the-blue, stopped talking to her. She was hurt. I gave her the best advice I could, and told her I’d never...
Thanks to EVERYONE who texted to help me. I was having a very anxious couple of days. I’m OK now, the anxiety still lingers, but not as bad as a week ago. Love you all.
Thank you all. in 2018!
Phone gonna die. No electricity because of the wind storm. Be back later.
Text me plz. in 2018!
804-729-1360 I know most of you are at work, but I need anyone available to text me. I’ll explain it all during the text. I don’t care if I’ve never talked to you before. I just need someone badl...
Muscle relaxers, take me away. in 2018!
I’m in a manic phase. Honestly, though? Mania is fun. I have tons of energy and creativity. I feel GREAT. It’s not unlike some sort of uppers. However, the last time I slept, it was mid Sunda...
Mah burfday!!! in 2018!
Had a GREAT day, y’all. Thanks for all the birthday wishes!
My burfday is tomorrow. in 2018!
And I got the best gift ever today. 1) Playing with my nephews yesterday, and got the 3-month-old to smile so much to the point where he was almost laughing, and 2) Getting pulled over (I’m rid...
I’m thisclose to having a nervous breakdown like the one that landed me in the hospital. Did I ever tell that story? It wasn’t pretty. There were cops involved and I got to wear handcuffs to the ...
I didn’t go. in 2018!
I know I need to, and I wil at some point. But I didn’t go in last night. Too much to explain and I’m on the bus to work right now, but basically my sister and her baby&baby daddy are kinda ...
