Melanin Monroe. ⋅
If you won't judge my du-rag, I won't judge your red flag.
Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a butterfly.
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Know what sucks? in My Life
Having your car repossessed while at work, 1 week after your Grandma passes away. Guess imma have to whore myself out to get my car back. J/k. Sort of.
The hard part might be over. in My Life
Yesterday, I faced one of the hardest parts, I think. My cousin came over. Yes, that one. He came in, spoke to a few people, then came to the chair I was sitting on with my Mom. For the record,...
I need you guys now more than ever. in My Life
Just need prayers. She passed this morning. It’s very hard to deal with this, especially since we’re different religions.
My Nannie is actively dying. Plz pray she goes peacefully. And, I know how selfish this sounds, but plz pray I don’t lose my mind over this and the decisions we have to make in the coming days/...
I don’t remember where I left off. First of all, I want to say thanks for all the love and support I’ve received while I was going through my issues. You have no idea how much it means to have ...
I’m in Manhattan right now. I’m so happy. I’m so glad I got treatment.
Back to work tomorrow. in My Life
I haven’t been to work since 8/10, the day before I was hospitalized. Overall, I’m excited to get back into working. Since the day program ended, my days lack structure, which I need. I am ner...
Hypochondriac. in My Life
Two new things with me: 1) I am in the process of being diagnosed with Bipolar 2, and 2) I need to be tested for lupus. 1) In the hospital, the doctor wanted to rule out bipolar 2. It’s hard to...
Day Program in My Life
At first, I resisted. I thought it would be like the hospital, where I couldn’t have my phone, couldn’t have shoes with strings, strange people walking around opening their robes, finding random ...
The Rest Of The Time At The Mental Hospital in My Life
Time is getting away from me, so I’d better jot this down before I forget even more. Saturday was a better day. I actually got out of bed at breakfast, ate, showered, and did my laundry. I was ...
So, when I woke up for Friday morning, I had a roommate. We woke up for breakfast, but I didn’t eat. My doctor talked to me, then I had a court hearing inside of the hospital. They basically s...
Total acceptance. in My Life
Have you ever been in a room full of people who understand you? This is why I’m loving my day program. Most people think I’m crazy, these people ‘get it’. Example: “I’m so indecisive that it tak...
The Hospital. in My Life
So, aster the crisis counselor said I needed to be admitted, he called around looking for beds. He told me he wasn’t even going to consider sending me to the hospital I work for. I thanked him ...
Some details. in My Life
Last weekend, my Mom and sister were convinced I was on drugs. I was stuttering a lot, and sometimes i’d look like i was lost. I stopped taking my venlafaxine bc i was tired of the drug accusat...
Untitled in Daddy issues.
I did something real stupid. Ended up in the hospital, now I’m getting help for my issues. I’m so glad.
Death is too good for some. in My Life
The bitch who killed my cousin, killed himself today. Also, I’m hearing rumors that he killed her bc the baby wasn’t his, but his friends. If anyone says that directly to me, I’m slicing throats....
My cousin, Jawanda, was killed today. She has little kids and was pregnant with another. Her child’s father killed her in front of her mother and daughter. She’d filed multiple charges against h...
Might as well. in My Life
I’m in my way home from the beach. Might as well write, while I’m riding bitch with my sisters boyfriend driving. Tomorrow is my late day at work. This one particular doctor schedules patients u...
My sister is 13 weeks today. She went to the doctor, and found out it’s a boy. I didn’t even know you could find out this early. I’m soooooooo ooooooooo oooooooo happy he’s healthy.
I'm angry. in My Life
So, when my cousin was killed, it was just ‘another dead nigga’ But when a cop gets killed, as is a risk of his job, they set up a mobile command center, cops come from several counties, and the...
Happy tears. in My Life
Yesterday, my family went through hell and hot water. But we had an awesome lawyer, and the custody battle is almost over. JoJo will be in Aunties arms this weekend.
🦁 it's the circle of liiiiiiife 🦁 in My Life
8 years ago, today, my cousin was shot and killed. 6 years ago, on the 28th, my Grandpa passed. 2 years ago, also on the 28th, my aunt passed. Easter Sunday, my sister presented me with two po...
My kid would have been 5 today. I wrote this earlier, then deleted it. For a brief period of time, I had a kid. And s/he’d be 5 right now. And, even though I never met him/her, I miss him/her.
Back to work. in My Life
I studied my butt off, passed the CMA exam, and clock back in tomorrow. I feel so blessed.
Love at first sight. in My Life
Last week, my sister’s boyfriend found out he has a baby. Today, the baby’s mother let the baby go with his father. He brought the baby here. I fell in love immediately. He’s sooooooo cute. He’...
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