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“You are something different – something some people find strange and fearful – but what you are is as natural as being male or female.”

― Tiffany Reisz, The Angel

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August 20, 2020

ROLL CALL in FetLife 2020

I haven’t done this yet because… I don’t know. BUT… if you are a fan, reader, friend, supporter, or stalker of PARK ROW FALLOUT this is his more graphic PB. Typically friends only. Feel free t...


May 19, 2020

Endings/Emotions in FetLife 2020

A brief vent: I don’t give a shit if this is the proper place for this or not. Sometimes your romantic/sexual relationship absolutely EXPLODES and there aren’t that many places to discuss it. I...


Last night, my dream could have been a movie. I was visiting… somewhere for the summer… and had met an amazingly sexy redheaded local. She ran some kind of boat/fishing service where she’d take...


April 21, 2020

Stormy Seas in FetLife 2020

It is bizarre. I feel like a small sailing ship being tossed between the waves. I go through these soul-shattering bouts of absolute emotional fatigue only to periodically crest a wave of eroti...


April 20, 2020

Well shit in FetLife 2020

Well shit. I woke up this morning incredibly horny. Plus side? I discovered a new (amazing) porn star. Bad news? I haven’t cum yet and my hand is starting to cramp. Seriously, folks… if you are...


April 12, 2020

Vulnerable in FetLife 2020

What I want right now seems both tame and seedy. I am lonely and sad and isolated and all of that. And what I want? What I really want right now? Is a naked woman to lie with. Not fuck or ca...


April 11, 2020

Entry Interuptus in FetLife 2020

I have had this window open for days now. Trying to write an actual erotic piece. But I’m honestly starting to worry a little. When my sexual outlet was exclusively pornography… that was like ...


Obviously, the virus prevents this from happening… and if it didn’t there are a multitude of other reasons why it wouldn’t happen… but do you know what I want right now? What would be the perfec...


March 25, 2020

It's Weird in FetLife 2020

It’s weird… not in a haha way and not in a “this is a surprise” way but just more of an intellectual curiosity “it’s weird.” You see, I actually really wanted to write some erotica today! I real...


So… I realize that this is genuinely an awful thing to state. I should be ashamed of myself. But between the social isolation, the hate mail I’m getting at work, and the inherent horny nature o...


March 23, 2020

A TMI Confession in FetLife 2020

It isn’t always this way… but when it is this way… I feel a mixture of shame, pride, fear, and manliness. Because sometimes… not all the time… but sometimes… I take forever to cum. Like… to th...


March 23, 2020

Well in FetLife 2020

I WAS going to make this an edit on my last entry. I think spamming the internet with my thoughts is probably a poor use of my time; but this doesn’t have enough to do with my last entry to just...


March 23, 2020

Who Wants In in FetLife 2020

COVID crisis not withstanding; considering my current relationship status, I would likely be watching porn and self-pleasuring a lot anyway. That being said, I think I’ve officially come to a de...


March 22, 2020

How I Am in FetLife 2020

As far as COVID is concerned? I’m fine. In all honesty, I think I already had it and recovered. I had an immense fever and massive illness at the beginning of the month. So… either the worst c...


March 19, 2020

Pleasure in FetLife 2020

Y’know… I understand that this sentiment isn’t sophisticated or highbrow. This isn’t the most intellectually or emotionally considerate thing to be thinking right now. But a part of my current ...


I think it is pretty obvious that I am a guy that enjoys both romance and physical intimacy. Were I the true architect of my own fate, I would be the type to do a home cooked candlelit dinner tw...


March 15, 2020

Theory in FetLife 2020

Just a theory but I feel like a really good, orgasmic shag on a Sunday afternoon/evening would be a great way to both end one week and begin the next. A theory I would love to test at some point...


March 11, 2020

Grump in FetLife 2020

It is a sad day indeed when my mind and my heart are too active to the point where I can’t even enjoy porn or masturbate :(


March 06, 2020

Opening More in FetLife 2020

I’ve recently added several people from my Vanilla Writing to the “Invitation Only” access to the words being read at this moment. I expect that my tentative nature in this regard has been the b...


February 28, 2020

A Fear in FetLife 2020

I accept that I have not aggressively sought a new partner yet… but I am worried about the prospect. After all… how does one find a sexual partner?


February 15, 2020

So... I don't understand in FetLife 2020

So… I don’t understand. I mean… I get that everyone has their own fetish, their own kink, their own preferences. I totally get that. I just… I don’t understand the judgment. If the sexiest th...


January 23, 2020

Ramble Poem in FetLife 2020

He extended his hand In search of something better Never thinking it Didn’t exist


January 20, 2020

No Surprise in FetLife 2020

At the present moment… what I want more than anything right now… is a hot slut begging for me to cum. Again… not that much of a surprise… but a genuine desire.


January 16, 2020

A Fantasy in FetLife 2020

I know that I can’t just find a random woman and shag her until she’s exhausted from cumming. But it would certainly be nice to be able to just call someone up and say, “Wanna fuck?” And for that...


January 13, 2020

A Potential Whinge in FetLife 2020

So this evening I find myself in one of my moods. A mood where I just want everything in my life to be “just so” but, no matter how mundane-sounding, it is extremely far from being in any way a r...


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