Starry-eyed Fire Sign
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Know your partner. in Darkest Thoughts
Know your partner. Their habits. Their moods. Know their routine. Know their emotions. Know when to trust your gut. Even if they tell you, you are crazy, trust it. Feel like I am playing ring aro...
I tried... in Darkest Thoughts
Nothing and no one to turn to. Just hiding and crying. Selfish and alone. Thats all i am. When you spend mire time with others than with your wife, can you blame me? My issues are internal and ...
Just... No... Just... Can't in Darkest Thoughts
Another round. Another round. Another round. Puffy red eyes. Stopped up nose. Dry lips. Cracking voice. Got to that point. Can’t pull myself out, not yet; it hurts. I hurt. Curled up in a ball a...
The week after in Darkest Thoughts
This week, I’m numb. I can’t really feel. I can’t really do. It took me 3 days to get a shower. The last was Saturday at 5pm. Today is Tuesday and it was at 8pm. It’s not been easy. From our fig...
Can't wait. in Everyday Thoughts
It’s been over a month since my 3 bed, 2 bath apartment was my own. From the time school ended, we have had “family” in our home. One set I don’t mind; they pull their own weight and can be consi...
The week before and the week of in Darkest Thoughts
I started timing it all. All the times my body and brain are out of sync, the times my emotions are too much, the times I am being too sensitive. Finally figured it out. I do deal with symptoms ...
Friday in Darkest Thoughts
Need a knife Need a fire Need to feel Something other than this Need a reason Need to follow through Need to care About this life Thoughts consume and tears press against the seams. Fight as I ma...
Cycle in Darkest Thoughts
Slice open the sacred vein With that cold and silver blade Let rivers once so pure Run down the palest skin While all your pain Sinks into oblivion Repeat the words It doesn’t matter He doesn’t c...
